#and fuck i got nostalgic
Text
the dan and phil memories world is actually pretty sweet
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
#should i or should i not tag this......fuck it#loveless#aoyagi ritsuka#i was listening to the ed and op and got very emotional....im nostalgic....#the anime definitely does Not hold up in this day and age BUT.#i somehow made it cringing through the first ep about the very obvious issue that i had NOT noticed as a teenager sjdjfjd#and you take it as it is and its quite charming. angst. drama. your staple yaoi. im kind of eating up the plot and how#unrealistic yet emotional it is i kind of just accepted it as it is#the only audience this is for is the people who watched loveless at age 13 and kinned ritsuka. i do NOT want to hear complaints in my house#my art#doodles#if you may#i might actually draw soubi too.....a little too early for me rn to fully appreciate him two eps into the rewatch....
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
i got a confession to make. part of me finally getting into nier automata was because of a january ship request ask i got that i wanted to 100% fully understand for myself
#it was definitely the tipping point at least#usually i can recognize the ships i got but i didnt know anything about that one so it lead my curiosity#its like the stars aligned or smthn because mags sent me that fucking tweet with the table#alongside me getting nostalgic for nier again. like it all came together so perfectly
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh
#sorry i was trying to find a post in my music tag in my archive and i scrolled so far back i got all the way to april 2023#where i referenced sitting in a dining hall#and its like. DINING HALL ?!?!?!#im going to be sitting in the fucking dining hall again in just like four months. UGH#brot posts#it's almost similar to the separation between high school and college. where i feel like hs me was completely different than college me#and now only a mere year later i feel like. post-undergrad me is completely different than undergrad me#although now that separation is exacerbated by how short a time it was and just HOW drastic a change it was#like . a bitch goes on antidepressants suddenly theyre a whole new person.#like im lowkey excited to see my old classmates and friends again#but i also am dreading it bc like hi. hey. i have the same name and face as the person you knew but i'm someone else now. sorry#and also just the persistent fear that i'm going to regress or at least even just /feel/ like im regressing#just by being back in that environment again?#even if i'll be on meds this time and actually going to therapy and overall having so much more support than i did in the past#so as nostalgic as i am to be on campus again it's also like. hard to separate the present from the past#like despite it all. this bathroom was still the very same place i went to have a mental breakdown weekly#this bench outdoors was the place i sat by myself to eat lunch in the blistering cold bc i couldnt eat indoors during covid 2020-2021#this bench indoors was where my friends had an intervention with me and forced me to call the on-campus mental health services#just . idk. feeling a strange mix of nostalgia and also being haunted by bad memories#oh the woes of going to grad school at the same place you got your undergrad. While mentally ill#but alas i need to save money by commuting and having instate tuition
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#okay like sue me. sometimes i google 'neioo' just because im a nosey bitch and want to see if anyone is talking about my fics#(i just got a comment on awh and like it makes me nostalgic etc. whatever. wanted to see if anything posted somewhere prompted it)#and i havent done this in a while#so please tell me why. WHY am i cited in someone's fucking PhD dissertation#yes the paper overall is about fandom and examining hetalia in particular so it's not like out of left field#but there are two fics total cited and mine is one. AND also there is a post from my fucking neioo blog cited???#like my book announcement one??#and neither of these are cited directly in the dissertation just at the end#so now i feel like im going a bit insane but like okay#i have work i need to be doing and i was reading this fucking dissertation instead#wish i could turn to 15 year old me and be like 'hey there champ. you know that fic series youre day dreaming in your head#that you don't want to write down because you think no one will read it#good stuff. anyway. one day it'll be cited in a dissertation#oh and your grandmother will have read it. have a good day'#...............well. now i need to focus back on work
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
What a phenomenal game.
Bomb Rush Cyberfunk was everything I wanted and more. As an OG fan of Jet Set Radio, and a diehard fan of Future, this was just...beautiful.
Please go play this game.
#bomb rush cyberfunk#BRC#Jet Set Radio#Jet Set Radio Future#JSR#JSRF#ive only got three gripes. 1: switch version has a few bugs. not that many surprisingly! but a few. and the load time on it is slooooooow.#but when it loads its fucking glorious#2: porta potties lower your police heat/change your outfit. however theres like 2-3 per map. and the maps are massive#its fun fighting police but by endgame its fucking annooooooying. and I just wanna play and see all the outfits while I get all the combos#3: All the music in the advertisements? made by Nakanuma? you wont hear them until endgame. Which was really disappointing tbh.#The soundtrack is good but Nakanuma...he just hits SO much differently.#maybe Im looking at it through nostalgic glasses or the ads got to me but his songs not being there until the last few hours of the game?#still the game is fucking awesome and worth the asking price theres so much replayability imo. Its a strong 9/10.
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
'why are you smiling' because i have beautiful mutuals and we all love each other. go back to your sports romance you heinous bitch
#going to put a barrier in the middle of the room. let me live in peace#why is she even awake it's PAST HER BEDTIME#anyway i was studying when i reblogged that ask game and i got alexa to play ride by lana del rey#(bc that's my comfort song atm thanks to the roadtrippers <3)#and she shuffled a playlist that i SWEAR was some sort of coming of age driving through a tunnel vibe#bc it was just banger after nostalgic banger i got BUZZCUT SEASONED. TRYING TO STUDY#so yeah i was already in a nostalgic 'i miss my friends' vibe but that ask game wooooo it put me in a Mood#like i have so much love for my mutuals actually they're the coolest people on this godforsaken webbed site#they have me sat here smiling and giggling at my laptop so openly my sister felt the need to comment on it smh#anyway i kept being like 'after this one i'll stop for the night' bc i feasibly cant keep typing without pissing the fuck out of my sister#and then boom just sent one and im gonna need an ESSAY for that so i am officially done for tonight#i'll answer any others in the morning <3#hella goes home
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
ik its not cool to be a matpat fan on tumblr dot com the website and app but aw man dude. like the first continual friend i ever had i made bc she showed me his fnaf theories and so like. idk man. like just the other day i watched a bunch of gtlives and some of my most formitive memories are hiding in a bathtub trying to watch him play hello neighbor live on my kindle fire like MAN. DUDE. idk. matpat's retirement from game theory is making me feel things on this tuesday night. GOD you guys im not a CHILD anymore do you UNDERSTAND
#the first ever hello neighbor gtlive has been one of my comfort videos since. literally since it came out so let me check#seven years........... i was actually not prepared for it to be that long#and the original fnaf theories are from. 9 years ago like. staring into space. what if time passed#ik its just like. nostalgia. but fuck it. who made being nostalgic a crime#ramblinged#matpat#bc im pretty sure ive got mutuals who have the tag blocked
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#im bitching in the tags abt the nostalgic nintendo yter sue me. sorry if this is how you learn. its rambling at this point.#yes this is about chuggaaconroy. man u fucked up big time!! IT'S CHUGGAACONCLUDED FOR YOU MAN.#tfw ur comfort youtuber you've been watching since you were a 12 year old has a mountain of allegations +#+ proven testimonies about him being a freak w women online and making them VERY uncomfortable w kink rp and disrespecting boundaries#i started watching him during super mario sunshine and had been a fan since. he inspired me recently to pick up BW/B2W2 on DS again.#the motherfucker that got me into game series i would have had no interest in if shown it at face value (xenoblade!! ily!!!!)#i took emily's stuff at as it was given and wanted to wait for more to come out bc she said there were others. then the 2 vtubers came out.#then Masae. She has nothing to lie about with him. She + Antdude + Werster + NCS + Jon have NOTHING to gain from talking about this.#she was his roommate!! and his current roommate NintendoCapriSun is confirming that this all happened!!#CHUGGA GOT CAUGHT IN 4K TOO. he flirted w her during a dnd campaign + the stephenvlogs videos with her in them she looks SO uncomfortable.#i feel so bad for all the artists + fan artists for his most recent LP too. they 100% do not want to be associated with THAT i guarantee.#but ya no longer a fan. hope everyone around him can get proper help + support. TLDR never have idols. you will always be disappointed.
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
So I rearranged my bookshelf a bit for fitting trigun on my shelf...
Top shelf is still my persona shelf. It's way too established to change that. But I moved my assorted other fav manga volumes to the bottom shelf, leaving room for This...
It didn't Quite fit all the way, but it's close enough. This shelf is composed of my three top favorite mangas of all time, which are Also the only 3 series that I own in totality. Specifically bc theyre my favorites & I care enough about them to want to own them all lol
It's... really really nice to see them all in one place like this.
And of course. The trigun ❤️ completely worth the money I spent on them.
#speculation nation#this is nowhere Near the full number of manga and books i own btw#i have. boxes and boxes just sitting in the closet.#but this is my only functional bookshelf. im a little limited.#so i only have the Favs here. at least for manga.#sometime i should go thru all my manga. ive forgotten how much i actually own.#maybe someday i can get some more bookshelves... ive been thinking about it.#for now. this will do.#it makes me so ridiculously happy to see trigun on the shelf. even with it being a bootleg print.#it's honestly pretty great quality for a bootleg. only printing problems i saw were a few of the internal covers were a bit out of order#everything in the volumes themselves were printed Wonderfully#of course dark horse translation so not perfect quality there. but ngl it's almost nostalgic to read that version for me.#that was my first trimax experience. & as much as i value what overhaul has been doing for us#a part of me will always be fond of dark horse's translation too.#and thus why i keep hold of my 'he is reason enough for me to fight' header. i enjoy it Very much.#man. i cant believe i got home 8 hours ago. and ive spent this whole time fucking around with my new manga#but ykno what it's good that it's bringing me so much joy#for how much i spent on it i damn Well better get some enjoyment out of it lmaoooo#but ive read thru them and i will almost Definitely be flipping thru them again in time#i enjoy physically holding manga. it lets me peruse so much more easily than trying to scroll and click thru pages#worth Every Penny........
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
the autism courses through my veins
#Fnaf fan base has been here so long. They’re like brothers to me#I fucking LOVE seeing fnaf stuff people made as a kid like!!!! Yeah!!!!!! Ouuughghfhf#I still have a ton of fnaf drawings I made when I was little#And so many plushies and figures#I even have little Minecraft guys of the gang (I think. Idk where they are rn)#I love playing old fan music. Definitely not stuff I’d listen to now if it was new. But super nostalgic.#I did miss most of the beginning of the movie because we got there late and it was a very barren theatre#I got there during the end of Mike and Wills interview#I need this movie on dvd so I can experience autism#Anyway!!!! Big love for fnaf at feddy im so glad miku made it#Chatterbomb
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
(kinda wip?) another Party sketch :3 trying to get a more solid design for them
#the anatomy may be fucked but hey ho#where's the fun if it isn't lmao#also hc that they make all of their own MouseKat merch#all the things in danger days spelt with K instead of C... I know what you are (afrikaans) (/pos)#I used to do that and my English teachers got so mad at me lmao#also!!! the eyelashes probs won't be a thing in the comic#I was just feeling a little silly#the pencil text is kinda intentionally unreadable but if anyone wants a transcript I can make one :D#kinda wip cause I might colour it later#okay to reblog tho#if you reblog my stuff I'll kiss you sloppy style (/p)#danger day#danger day fanart#ddttlotfk#ttlotfk#party poison#party poison fanart#my art#traditional art#dude.. making so much art is making me nostalgic for when I drew glory all the time#I should make a killjoy design for her
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's corn maze season :]
#with any luck by next october i wont be on this side of the country so i figured it was high time to enjoy this uh.#interesting but extremely nostalgic midwestern tradition one last time#they had a fucking (shitty) dinosaur animatronic there this year and it made my day#real cow not fake#i also got to meet that beautiful mini hereford calf in the last pic#good day 2day
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey uh sorry for disappearing yet again for a couple months. don't have much of an excuse, though things have been more stressful than usual, offline life having involved family and hospitals and stuff, but not gonna go into any details, things are better now either way so ye. my way of coping with things have been mostly to just play games (ffxiv mainly, leveling alts and other grinding can be a good distraction sometimes) and nothing else to keep my mind off things, so haven't been able to focus enough to do much of any art at all. I am hoping to get back into the swing of things, I am back on my meds that I skipped out on for like a year due to various reasons, but they seem to be helping again so yeah, fingers crossed that things will work out and such ha
#also any and all social interaction not offline has been nonexistent due to things and I'm sorry for general unresponsiveness#again hoping to get back to being ever so slightly less antisocial at least sometimes#now that things are mostly calm again hopefully things will get easier in general idk lol#also I did actually doodle yesterday for the first time in like two months#just a random doodle of my viera alt that recently got to shb#he's very special to me and is a very good edgy bunboi bean that's been getting a lot of playtime these past couple months#he's very much a comfort alt based on a certain uhhh vibe that's been so important to me lately so idk felt inspired for once ha#so maybe I'll post that later just to post something idk we'll see#but ye fingers crossed I can get back onto the art train again properly soon#bc really more bombeep is not gonna draw itself and I'll be damned if I'm not letting it die just yet even if everyone else has jumped ship#it's my comfort ship and I do whatever the fuck I want art wise so heck yeah more bombeep soon hopefully ha#but ye anyways laters and such#also unrelated but corpse released a new song recently you should go listen to it#it's very good makes me feel really nostalgic and I dunno why#but ye stream DISDAIN on spotify or yt or something or don't you do you ha#ok laters forreals this time mmbye
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
It's the little things man
#doing archaeology#got to the ocean and just went. wow. it looks like that#I've had gatorade water for so fucking long....#z talks#ssoblr#z's photos#also looking at this going man. I remember the jorvikpov that was set out there. on a little sailboat#I am nostalgic for every single jorvikpov ever you cannot stop me
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
my sister spontaneously dropped that we were going to see a movie today literally a second before we left n on the way i found out it was dungeons n dragons and oh. oog,, my god,,, i have been putting off seeing this movie for so long bc i physically cannot contain myself ab dnd i get too excited but itwas so fucking good,,,, one of the best movies ive seen in years it was so silly n whimsy n dnd as hell and i think it wouldve been a great movie even if i wasnt autisically abnormal ab dnd as an interest,,,,,,,,, probably
#i just. i love dnd so much. the worlds. everything. the comfort it all gives me is fucking wild#as a little kid i used to make like. drawn dress up character creator sheets to try and to force my sister to make a character with them so#she'd play my scuffed version of it#n is has only grown since then#the fucking. the dagger fight n the mage hand fight were both so good i bazbBBBbzz#i loved all of it so much#even if it was on a shitty college campus roll down screen#and everyone got squished horizontally so the halfings were even more fucked up looking#i loved the practical effects tho it made it feel so nostalgic n homey#i loved the absolutely fuckd up n stiff little tabaxi baby#also because i played bg3 as an owl bear centred dragonborn druid those scenes had a v special place in my heart LMAO#also. when the guy said baldurs gate there was a literal ripple that went thru the tiny little crowd that there was#it was so funny#i lov watching movies w other ppl
4 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
bestrochen
BestroChen
trans-mog-rify
trans-mog-rify
seraphknights
and if you don't love me now
o-veeve
Overloading
arcy-major
oh, okay