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#and i dont want them to coherce me into not wanting to meet him anymore bc i miss him
jungwu · 6 years
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#gotta love not  being able to request a scholarship bc well!#i havent seen my dads face in a year!! what must be his identification number who knows!#i even still have to sign that my parents are married and i havent SEEN HIM in a YEAR#it made me cry bc im not gonna be able to request that scholarship and it would help me so much with my upcoming exams that r gonna be like#expensive#like im so frustrated im losing money bc my stupid ass dad hasnt got enough guts to keep contact w his own daughter#im pretty sure if someone asked him abt it n told him its for my scholarship he wouldnt even give it to me#even tho as theyre still fucking married after A YEAR i repeat.#he doesnt have to pay me ANYTHING at all n is living like a graceful single man and going to clubs#its just frustrating bc i want them to divorce already like everythig is so hard while theyre still married bc i have to count him in#in everytjhing and i dont know any of his personal info and cANT ASK HIM !#i cant fucking believe justice is so fucknig slow in this country omg#i still have one last hearing like ??? i have to explain with DETAILS someting that happened one year ago and that i dont even remember#it just sucks bc my family is constantly talking shit about my dad and i dont wanna be brainwashed like that bc hes an abuser but hes still#my fucking dad#and i dont want them to coherce me into not wanting to meet him anymore bc i miss him#it just sucks#and it makes me sad#i hate everything abt it#i wish i had a more normal family without all this mess n drama#rant#negative tw#abuse tw
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