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Oh my god. So. My wisdom teeth surgery is tomorrow. (*internal screaming*) And i woke up early today so iโd be able to easily wake up at like 830 tomorrow for it. And i got the reminder i set on my phone for the day before about that time, looked at it, and rolled over in bed for a couple minutes. SomeHow. The twenty minutes i was there was long enough for my brain to give me a 24-hour jump in time. It was 10:15am tomorrow. I was fifteen minutes late for the appointment and I was more scared of having the surgery itself (checks out) than having everybody mad at me for being late (still pretty scared tho). And i went out into the living room to find my mom waiting for me so she could drive me. And that was when i noticed it wasnโt real. My mom lives hundreds of miles away. I wake up. Itโs 10. The dread of having to wait another 24 hours hits. Great.
#taks speaks#I'm Having GHOST PAINS in my inner elbow again!! :'D#why tf am i more scared of a goddamn IV than the surgery itself?? still stuck on this#they're literally ripping out five teeth. Four of them impacted wisdom teeth. and I'm scared of the IV.#i may have to be pried out of the damn house tomorrow#i don't want to do this#but i need the pain and loud crackling in my ear to go away#ntm my dad randomly came home at noon to put in a load of laundry and LEAVE#when its the last day before im dead for like four days AND IM OUT OF SWEATPANTS#WTF MAN.#but whatver. i guess i have to do his laundry now too. fuckin rude.#and i called my mom yesterday and bc she always stocks me up on anxiety meds (this is likely illegal tbh) she was like take *this*#and i have *that*#the doctor did say an anxiety med was okay the morning of#and i guess emotionally numb from a benzo is find when all that's going to happen is making me numb and pass out for like an hour#either way. I'm fucking vibrating.
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