#and i haven't found a workaround for inducing temporary hypervigilance other than occasionally channeling social anxiety into it

[23rdhunter]

Sometimes, often even, I wish I could channel who I was in highschool for short durations. Like *yes* I was that person because I spent literally all my waking hours afraid and believing the world to operate in ways that it didn't and doesn't- but because of those things I had *very* good perception and also a calm confidence that was contagious. I would like my hypervigilant powers of observation and paladin aura of courage back.