#and i just rmrd smthn else i can reblog <3

[upsidedownism]

HEADCANON 002. 

it’s worse at night. the sound of patrick’s jaw cracking and his eyes. he can never forget what his eyes looked like that night when he held him against him while the police came. he had felt bad not being able to look at him—not being able look at your best friend that you’ve had since you were kids because it was too much. and the worst part it? patrick terrified him. looking at him terrified him. it’s worse at night, hearing the sound of bones cracking. he doesn’t know if he’ll ever be able to forget the noise or the way that he looked.