#and i love it so much. okay godawful confession sometimes i imagine him saying comforting things like with his accent and everything
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kinda would be really funny if I constantly worried about driving my fp away and then the thing that did it in was the nervous typing quirks
#i promise im not going ‘uhm’ every five seconds bc of you its because i clam up mentioning literally any of my emotions#and i have the autistic literalness of typing basically exactly how I speak#WHICH IS WHY. SHAKES MY FIST AT THE HEAVENS I HATE YOU CRINGE I HATE YOU CONNOTATION OF INCLUDING STUTTERS IN MESSAGES#sobbing and crying im not a cringe rper i swear im just a little guy who gets nervous and forgets how to say words#(but also. he called me sharky… and its so sweet and i get nervous when i stop my big reactions that he thinks i dont like or appreciate it#and i love it so much. okay godawful confession sometimes i imagine him saying comforting things like with his accent and everything#it just immediately calms me down and he says ‘aww’ a lot which.. certainly helps imagination /nsx)#also this all happened because I had no sleep and posted a full blown paranoia thing to another blog so 👍 things are going well I suppose#idk. im in a constant cycle of being worried he is just doing things to placate me because im too much#and worrying he might actually want to like be a sitter or smth but im not doing enough and im accidentally rejecting him constantly
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