#and i was told smth along the lines of 'you have asthma but it affects you differently' or something like that. idr at this point | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

replicasoul · 2 months

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hate that breathing issues mean that taking a shower leaves me nearly passing out keep ending up in the loop of "ok, i dont feel good/im bored, i want to go out and do something today. maybe shop for groceries. lemme shower first" and then by the time im out of the shower i feel like im about to keel over and die

#i legit have never known whether its Asthma or just Extremely Bad Allergies #i know i have the latter but the former hasnt ever been confirmed directly #when i was a kid they put me in the like 'asthma training class' or w/e. where you learn how to use an inhaler and stuff #and i was told smth along the lines of 'you have asthma but it affects you differently' or something like that. idr at this point #either way i have had chronic breathing issues and it fucking sucks #apparently my lungs are also fucking Massive as a result. which i learned from an ultrasound i had to get #so thats. neat? i guess??#idk why im typing all this in the first place also. i just woke up and wanted to go get groceries (have been wanting to for a while)#and the act of Taking A Shower completely removed my ability to do that anytime soon. which is frustrating as hell #also wasnt great for my arms. cause ive got issues with Those too!! of course!!!! but thats a whole other thing #idk i want to be able to Function god dammit. i need to do things

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