#and i wish i wasn't so sensitive and emotional and nostalgic and attached
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I really truly genuinely do not want to let him go
#I'm in denial. what order are the 5 stages of grief#like. i don't want it to be true. if it's true that means i can't forgive him this time and i can't go back#that can't happen i can't lose him#idk what to do#i feel so lost and helpless#i can't believe this happened. I'm so sad#i just want things to be good again. everything was so good#why did it have to change#was it worth it? was it worth all my pain#i don't know what to do#and now i have nobody. he was everything to me and now he's gone#it's been years. doesn't that mean anything to him?#but he doesn't want to lose me either. he'll do anything to keep me#but it's too late. we can't change the past and i can't pretend it didn't happen#he can apologize and promise to change but it's too late#and i wish it wasn't. i wish we had more time together#and i wish i wasn't so sensitive and emotional and nostalgic and attached#a stronger person would have let go a long long time ago. and would do it now without hesitation#but i can't. how could i just give up without looking back? i can't#I'm so sad#Sera
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