#and i'm scared i'm not helping ethem enough
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What am I supposed to do
#i'm moserably sick#having a miserable period#every position i get in is more uncomfortable and paunful than the last#i've almoet overdosed on lainkillers#heating pad isn't helpijg#i can't breathe at some points because of my throat nut coughing hurts and it makes mu crapms worse#i cam“/ eat again 'cause no appetite and i'm worried i'll throw up again#and my ribs are sticking out even farther than they already were#i don't want to o to the hospital andnget a feeding tibe#too exhausted to cry and also i don't want to#and i'm so worried#and so scared#i'm eorrier about some people i know#they're both going theough really really hard times#and i'm scared i'm not helping ethem enough#or i'm doing it worng#or i'm making it worse#i cam'r go to church todau#what will i do about work on tuesday??? and my dr's appointment???#ams everything#i want to reset back to whete i'm okay again and then do this whole weekend over again at 100% i think i'd do it all much better#i hppe everything's gonna be okay#i'm rewatching the original show with a sad little girlmwho dies#for me at least#which is sonic x#cosmo is a big mental health boosting character for me lmao#even tbough hers is worse than mine is which is saying somrthing#i just love her#can't wait ti waych her spiral into depression and then die#even cosmo can help her friends why can't i help mine
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