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seiwas · 7 months

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the desire to write smth so good that’s just. aching but in the best way? smth that lingers long past reading. smth that makes you get up in the middle to pace around before sitting back down to pick it up again because the emotions are reeling.

so you start to type only to realise that’s one biiiiig skill gap 🫠

#story of my LIFE #everyday i think about this #i want the next col fic to be really good 🥲#or at least one of the longer ones i have lined up but i know it’ll be the most painstaking process ever #and idk if i can even do it aksnkzkdjxn #its like i have a vision of how i want it to feel but dk how to get there #this also applies to everyth else #was just talking to my bf earlier abt smth im designing and how itll probs be a pain to code #and he was like ‘just try and do it bc if u’re going to be scared all the time you’ll never know’#and it’s blunt and it didn’t sound good to hear but he’s Real for that and i guess that’s why i Love him 🥲#anyway. gonna write this megumi fic now. ive been grumbling abt it for so long i want this to be the last time i talk abt it #i talked so much again

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