#and if i do it itll be like less stable than my current one

[earth-to-ezra]

i feel like my brains ripping itself apart so imma put a lil rant in the tags so i can maybe possibly feel slightly better without people having to come across this accidentally! :)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[markets]

listening to tubbo prioritize his current life and conflict in which tommy isn't exactly part of made me so hurt . i was like WHAT HAPPENED TO CLINGY DUO... it was them against the world . 😭 now they are like. regular friends instead of your tommy your tubbo compass. thinking abt how tommy's status towards tubbo on the wiki is extremely positive while tubbo's towards him is just positive and i die

EXACTLYYYYYYYYY FUCKING EXACTLY like im gllad tubbo has ranboo and michael and snowchester but it feels like every day tommy gets a little bit more out of the picture and ik they care about each other too much for him to ever fully leave it but still.... and tommy knows this like in season 1 they wouldve gone into that prison together but he didnt want to screw up the life tubbo hhad made for himself and i mean ik that thhe circumstances are very different from season 1 and llots of it hhad to do with the fact that he probably didnt even expect to come out of it alive but still after doomsday tommy was like "it started withh you and me and itll probably end withh you and me" but i dont think it will... and i know that less codependency is healthy in some situations especially the prison one but still they were like THE friendshiip in season 1/ end of season 2 and to see them grow apart is just☹ i thhink part of the reason why it's so upsetting to me is that tommy doesnt have a snowchester of his own. like tubbo has his own issues going on (not caught up on the most recent lore so idk all of them but) and so much trauma to work through (DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON THAT .... DO NOT GET ME STARTED) but he has a husband and a kid and a real home. tommy has friends and stuff but nothing that stable and every lore stream it seems like something else is screwing him over. like if tommy also had positive things like that to prioritize over tubbo maybe it wouldnt be that upsetting but i feel like now he needs tubbo more than tubbo needs him and its just☹️ theres so many things wrong with me BTW

ALSO THE WIKI CHANGED WAIT WHAT LET ME GO LOOK AT IT HOLD ON WTF.... FUCKED UP IF TRUE (ok edit theyre both very positive thank god.... jic it ever changes from that who wants my blog when i die)