#and if tubbo starts being a shit creator or just doesnt ever like.. notably change if he interacts w dream or not
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yknow i think ive fucked myself being so attached to this url lmao
#i still like it#and if tubbo starts being a shit creator or just doesnt ever like.. notably change if he interacts w dream or not#ill probably pick a new url#but for now i adore it except it feels vaguely limiting in a way#bc its like. near permanently attached to dsmp. even though tubbo himself isnt just a dsmp creator#and my url isnt really about the cc anyways. obvously#idk. i do have my main but not a lot of people really. engage with me there#not that many people engage with me here either hah#but i guess sometimes i think about having a more general sideblog where i can talk about whatever#maybe get a fresh start away from this blog#bc uh. idk#i dont want to block evade#but it sucks to like. know this url is attached to a lot of bullshit that happened to me#and i guess a part of me wishes i wasnt tied to people hating me over misunderstandings#(altho i know plenty of people probably just have me blocked bc they dont like me on the principal that some ppl just dont like others)#sighs. idk#i have like. 900 followers here but nearly none of them seem to interact w my content anymore#and even people who have wanted to reach out i struggled to reach back bc#idk. honestly im just not good at. being a friend haha. or being social in general#so sorry to anyone who did reach out or wanted to interact and got very little in response#i kind of suck at interaction! whoops#and also am just in general a very awkward and not the most pleasant person to be around#which isnt meant in a self deprecating manner ive just been told many times that im mean n blunt and not a very good person#for honestly fair reasons. which probably isnt encouraging anyone to interact hah whoops#back on track though i guess i just wish i could. i guess make a new me. which is something i do a lot anyways#but i dont think many would follow. and sue me but i like attention. so.. idk#if i invent a new personality for myself and start going by a different name and change how i come off just in general#all on some sideblog that seems suspiciously like me but off then. whoops sorry i just do this sometimes#i dont like being the same person for too long. i have to try and change everything about myself to see what makes people finally like me#or i die
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