SO i just finished wonder egg priority and i think that with confidence i can say it has been one of my favorite animes like... ever ?? and not even from hyperfixation or obsession over it just... its so fucking real yet so simple in a way that i havent rlly seen shown in any other shows you feel ??
but first i wanna talk about how sexy the art and animation is real quick... HOMIE ITS SO GOOD LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT JUST... serotonin... the characters are all so unique and iconic and fun but not over the top in their designs yknow ??? they seem like regular every day girls but they stand out and theyre all sO CUTE !!!! also i love how the style is like this soft bubbly slice of life lookin stuff with bright happy colors and the most beautiful scenes you could find but they also have the SICKEST fight scenes complete with whimsical animal helpers and terrifying villains and crazy weapons unique to each character. and the animation. god DAMN shawty i am obsessed with everything in this show. i might make a post solely about the art later lol bc i wanna get into the other stuff.
so the themes in the show right ?? it starts just as this cute lil magical girl kinda deal but within the first episode we see that like.. oh damn... thats kinda heavy... tbh i was a little shocked and thought about stopping bc yknow bad mental health BUT i was so intrigued that i had to keep going and i am SO GLAD that i did. because this show just so beautifully discusses all these heavy topics in such an eloquent and artistically expressive way. and also like, , the juxtaposition of the charming childlike vibe with bright colors and 14 yr old girl protagonists against the dark themes of suicide and so much else,, i think is just perfect. bc a lot of heavy animes are more of the seinen genre and have some middle aged dude as a protag or make the entire color palette dim or offer little relief to the pain of these heavy themes right ?? but NO not wonder egg bitches B) because these problems arent just things that ppl face later in life or just problems that need to be talked about among adults or the edgy seinen watching squad,, these are REAL problems that face people of every age, gender etc and i think its awesome that wonder egg addresses that. some may cringe at the thought of their high schooler watching animes that discuss sexual harassment, suicide, abuse, self harm, eating disorders etc,, but in reality it is the most comforting thing i have ever come across and is basically jsut free anime therapy. because not only does wonder egg present these themes to the viewers as something real that happens to all kinds of people (making said people feel heard in a way that maybe they hadnt before), but it also makes sure to vanquish all of these forms of trauma. and the way the trauma is vanquished isnt always beautiful and it isnt always just magically gone with a poof. the struggles of overcoming or living with that sort of thing are shown in such a real and relatable way that addresses every hardship trauma survivors have to go through. and i just. god i cry bro.
oh m y GOD and the lgbtq+ rep in this show ?? like shawty... as soon as i saw episode one i was picking up on some gay/lesbian themes but then again im sapphic and project that a lot so i tend to see that sort of stuff like... everywhere... but NE WAYS... episode ten made me FUKCING CRY BRO LIke i cant believe there was a whole trans character with a whole trans pride hoodie like LKGHKDGH my heart is just so.. so fucking full thinking about him. bc like yeah i know there are trans characters in anime but i feel like theyre always very ambiguous about actually being trans or not or erased or portrayed as a harmful stereotype or theyre constantly misgendered and still refered to as their assigned gender at birth and i hate it. HOWEVEr... Kaoru.. *chefs kiss* it was so amazing to see a character straight up say “yeah im trans” in such a casual yet powerful way bc i personally have never seen that before. and i love love loved how he went into his backstory and talked to momoe about gender bc i think thats what she rlly needed and that it helped her find herself and it makes me so happy oh my god,, and the way they talked about it never seemed forced or like it was the focal point of his existence yknow ?? like yeah he existed to help momoe overcome some of her trauma but he also just existed to be HIM yknow ?? also... personally, i headcanon momoe as a trans girl even though i dont remember it being explicitly stated plus the school scenes of her and stuff would seem like they suggest otherwise ??but,,, SHAWTY THE AMOUNT OF SUBTEXT and her complicated relationship w gender is... something i feel like a cis girl would not go through so harshly yknow ?? with all of the questioning and feeling detached from femininity or feeling like ppl dont see her as an actual girl and only like her as a guy or for her masculine traits,,, but dont take my word on this bc i myself am a cis girl but that was just my take on it as someone in the lgbtq+ community trying to educate myself on the transgender community :) either way,, wonder eggs portrayal of momoe and kaoru and the way that momoe becomes so passionate about expressing herself the way she wants to as a girl is just... good lord im gonna cry its so perfect,,,.so ... i just love this show way too much. i also am honestly super lost about the relationship btwn acca and ura-acca ?? bc i was gonna mention ura-acca as a canonically gay guy bc when i was watching i interpreted ep 11 as him being in love with acca and being jealous of Azusa (bc i mean,, they lived together (i swear to god there was only one bed in that apartment) and had a daughter together and def loved each other and also when Frill said they were husbands and then when ura-acca said he wasnt attracted to azusa but he was def jealous of their relationship ??) but then i saw somewhere that theyre brothers ?? which would make sense ig since they look kinda similar and accas daughter called ura-acca “uncle”.. but at the same time its ANIME SO THEY ALL LOOK SIMILAR and referring to gay couples as siblings is an EXTREMELY common euphemism soooo... IM JUST LOST HERE... but yeah i tried doing research and found different things so i cant say anything for sure >:( however,,, if they are canonically a lil fruity for each other... when frill refered to acca as ura-accas husband i imploded dude you never hear that sort of wording in anime.. but if theyre related i am so sorry.
god this is so much longer than i planned it to be oops but i also love the theme about like.. relying on friends to help carry your weight but at the same time not becoming completely dependent on those friends and using their support to learn how to love yourself and rely on yourself yknow ?? bc that is exactly what healthy friendships look like. bc i think ai sort of had a codependency thing goin on with koito maybe ?? but now she has a whole squad of funky friends that are so so different but all struggle with different kinds of trauma and although they fight over it, they always get through it with each other together. and they push each other no matter what to be the best versions of themselves and they teach other that getting hurt is okay because theyre always gonna be there to pick up the pieces no matter what happens. they can give each other space when they need and adapt to meet each others needs but theyre always able to balance it out with their own needs and thats such a beautiful thing in friendships especially at their age like damn i wish i had that maturity when i was 14 but no all i had was depression. another thing is that through these friendships you get to see all the different sides of each girl; you get to see them being strong or a shining light to their friends when theyre hurting but you also get to see them being hurt and weak and allowing themselves to be on the receiving end of the comfort. their friendships allows them to have weaknesses but it also allows them to highlight their strengths and thrive off of each others. I LOVE FRIENDSHIP DUDE
next i wanna briefly mention some of the themes connected to suicide that ive noticed. a big one is the survivors guilt that ai feels once koito is dead. several times she screams that she wishes she couldve gone with koito and she dreams of a “perfect world” where they committed a double suicide. one of the main reasons for her troubles is that she blames herself for koitos death and feels like it should be her thats dead... but at the same time she feels like too much of a coward to do anything now that koito is gone. she just has all these complex and contradicting feelings that wear away at her in ways that ppl that havent gone through the suicide of a loved one could never imagine. a lot of the times when things like this are portrayed in media i feel like its more in a way thats meant to guilt trip those that have taken their own lives and paint suicide as this selfish sin thats unforgivable but... not only does wonder egg reject that idea and instead portray it as a heartbreaking tragedy with,,, so so many terrible reasons, but it focuses on the feelings of ai separate from koito without blaming her in any way. not once did i feel like the show antagonized koito or that ai blamed koito for doing any of this, but they simply mourned her loss and touched on ais reaction towards the event but separate from koito herself if that makes sense. and i think that discussing survivors guilt without painting koito as the bad guy is something so beautifully done in wonder egg that can really resonate with those that have lost a loved one to suicide and have struggled with these same things.
okay i think this is the last thing ill mention,,, but HOMIE THE PARALLEL UNIVERSE BIT AT THE END. I AM. OBSESSED. i am such a whore for anything about the multiverse okay n e ways...,, not only did this make a super epic trippy ending of season one and add a little bit more magical girl whimsy to the show,, but it had such a powerful message. from the perspective of og ai,, finding out that you killed yourself in another world is... i mean its definitely not a surprise but at the same time it rlly makes you think how close og ai herself couldve been to that point and what decisions led her out of that dark place in her life. if i were in her shoes i would be terrified and id cry bc the thought of going back to such a dark place and actually going through with something like that is my worst fear and probably something that ai fears too. but at the same time,,, think from the perspective of ai two !!! like yeah its true that theres this awful terrible version of ai that dies but theres also a whole version of ai that is a superhero magical girl fighting off monsters to save countless ppls lives !! and she has a badass lizard and a gang of awesome friends !!! at first i was worried that ai two would be jealous of og ai and compare herself to her and feel inferior but like.. THEYRE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON AND CAPABLE OF THE SAME THINGS !!! and ai two realized that !! just within the span of one episode, she went from the version of ai who took her life,, to the version of ai jumping in front of a friend to take a bullet for them and save their life. and that just inspired THE SHIT OUT OF ME. i think that ai was sent another version of herself to sort of beat her own worst enemy yknow ?? those doubts and fears that shes no good or that shes that same bystander from episode one and that she hasnt changed at all. but getting to interact with her parallel self and see her grow was just what she needed to realize that while yeah sometimes the worst thing can happen and things can be terrible but on the other hand sometimes the most wonderful thing imaginable can happen because she has the power to do either.
so im gonna go ahead and stop rambling bc i got all my thoughts out that i wanted to for this post :D but yeah lol i might make another if i feel like it sometime. long story short: this show is perfect and it is going on my favorite of all times.
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1. name: Jenna
2. age: 20
3. 3 fears: heights, squirrels, talking to people lmao
4. 3 things i love: coffee, working out, girls
5. 4 turn ons: a good connection, good conversation, eyes, smile
6. 4 turn offs: bad listeners, no connection, nothing in common, boys
7. my best friend: Raieeee
8. sexual orientation: gay
9. my best first date: i went to my exes dorm room and we didnt really do much we just layed in bed and watched netflix and talked and enjoyed each others company and it was wholesome and innocent and perfect
10. how tall am i: 5′2
11. what do i miss: a person
12. what time was i born: i have no idea
13. favorite color: tiffany blue or seafoam green
14. do i have a crush: nope
15. favorite quote: “You miss 100% of the shots you dont take.”- Michael Scott
16. favorite place: Montauk, LI
17. favorite food: lately mozzarella sticks
18. do i use sarcasm: sometimes if im feelin moody
19. what am i listening to rn: a band called Homesafe
20. first thing i notice in a person: uhhh maybe their eyes
21. shoe size: 7
22. eye color: green
23. hair color: dark blonde? light brown?
24. favorite style of clothing: oversized ugly sweaters that were $3 on etsy or like various band merchs
25. ever done a prank call: noo
27. meaning behind my url: its a Moose Blood album
28. favorite movie: i just saw The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and that was pretty cool
29. favorite song: right now its Houdini by nothing,nowhere.
30. favorite band: lately ive been feelin Have Mercy, but also Sorority Noise
31. How i feel right now: drained, stressed
32. someone i love: my mom, my dog
33. my current relationship status: single as hell
34. relationship with my parents: pretty decent rn but thats rare so that could change
35. favorite holiday: either christmas or easter
36. tattoos and piercings i have: lilacs, an arrow and a lotus flower; five on my ears, nipples septum and nose
37. tattoos and piercings i want: im hopefully getting a mountain tattoo soon; im good with piercings fornow but i do want to stretch my ears again
38. reason i joined tumblr: idk im gay and sad
39. do me and my last ex hate eachother: i dont hate him but idk if that feeling is mutual
40. do i ever get goodmorning/night texts: lololololol no?
41. have i ever kissed the last person i texted: nope
42. when did i last hold hands: last night my dog reached for my hand with her paw HA
43. how long does it take to get ready in the morning: not long maybe like 10 minutes
44. have you shaved your legs in the last three days: yes
45. where am i right now: bed
46. if i were drunk and cant stand whos taking care of me: raieee
47. do i like my music loud or reasonable: reasonable
48. do i live with my parents:yup
49. am i excited for anything: i get paid this week thats exciting
50. do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to: sure
51. how often do i wear a fake a smile: too often
52. when was the last time i hugged someone: today
53. what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone in front of me: i dont care lol
54. is there anyone i trust even though i should not: maybe idk
55. what is something i disliked about today: i didnt have time to work out like usual
56. if i could meet anyone on earth who woul it be: bernie sanders
57. what do i think about most: idk my mind is alwasy racing
58. whats my strangest talent: i can put my leg behind my head
59. strangest phobia: too many to list im scared of everything
60. do i prefer to be behind the camera or infront of it: behind it
61. what was the last lie i told: idk
62. do i prefer talking on the phone to chatting online: i hate any form of phone call unless im really comfortable with the person
63. do i belive in ghosts/aliens: ghosts sure but aliens nah
64. do i believe in magic: no
65. doi believe in luck: maybe
66. whats the weather right now: freezing
67. what was the last book i read: Salt by Nayyirah Waheed
68.do i like the smell of gasoline: yes honestly
69. do i have any nicknames: Jenna
70. worst injury ive ever had: nerve damage and 10 stitches in my finger
71. do i spend money or save it: spend
72. can i touch my nose with my tongue: nah
73. is there anything pink in 10 feet from me: yes my victorias secret perfume
74. favorite animals: lately hedgehogs forwhatever reason
75. what was i doing last night at 12am: probably netflix
76. what do i think satans last name is: this is such a random question
77. whats a song that always makes me happy when i hear it: its basic but riptide is a happy song
78. how can you win my heart: just do all the talking and let me sit there and listen bc i dont like to talk
79. what would i want to be written on my tombstone: here for a good time, not a long time
80. what is my favorite word: bumblefuck
81. my top 5 fav blogs on tumblr: @keepyouinmindfromtimetotime, @keepyouinmindfromtimetotime, so on and so forth (self promotion)
82. if the whole world were listening to me right now what would i say: idk not much
83. do i have relatives in jail: no
84. superpower of choice: mind reading or teleportation
85. what would be a question id be afraid to tell the truth on: oooh idk this could have multiple answers
86. current desktop picture: like marbly blue
87. had sex before: yes
88. bought condoms: noo
89. gotten pregnant: nope
90. failed a class: lmao yes
91. kissed a boy: yes
92. kissed a girl: many a times
93. kissed in the rain: yes
94. had a job: yes i am a barista
95. left the house without my wallet: yes
96. bullied someone on the internet: no its usually the other way around
97. had sex in public: uhhhh
98. played on a sports team: yup
99. smoked weed: yes
100. did drugs: nah
101. smoked cigarettes: yuup
102. drank alchol: yes im drunk whle typing this
103. am i vegetarian/vegn: used 2 b
104. been overweight: nope
105. been underweight: very
106. been to a wedding: yes
107. been on the computer for 5 straight hours: yes lmao
108. watched tv for 5 straight hours: yes lmao
109. been out of the country: no :(
110.gotten my heart broken: too many times
111. been to a professional sports game: yup
112. broken a bone: yes
113. cut myself: ya
114. been to prom: no
115. been in an airplane: yes i hate it
116. fly in a helicopter: no
117. concerts ive been to: too many to list idek
118. had a crush on someone of the same sex: yea haha
119. learned another language: i took italian in hs
120. wore make up: sometimes
121. lost my viriginity before 18: yes
122. had oral sex: sure
123. dyed my hair: yes its been blue, purple, pink, red, black all of the above
124. voted in a pres election: yes
125. rode in an ambulance: nope
126. had surgery: i dont think so maybe once when i was little
127. met someone famous: yes
128. stalked someone on social media: i mean define stalking. like ive looked through peoples instagrams?
129. peed outside: literally never
130. been fishing: yup
131. helped with charity: yes!
132. been rejected by a crush: id have to put myself out there to be rejected which i dont do so no
133. broken a mirror: too many times
134. what do i want for my birthday: uhhh idk
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