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imflyingfish · 8 months

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Aggh feeling super proud of myself like im getting on so well atm im learning to drive and im learching french and my art is going really well and ive been enjoying spending time with myself and ive been organising more things for my future and now it feels possible and i hit that deadline and ive been more equiped to deal with things that definetly would have given me a breakdown in march and like. This year is going to suck and im not getting everything i want done but its not going terribly either

#ive had a lot of anxiety issues this last week #i dont have anxiety but i do get anxious most days but im able to get past it #but idk i had a session today and it was positive and it was good to catch up after last weeks was cancelled #theres some things i want to do more of like i want to learn more guitar and i need to do more revision but im also. im improving myself a #lot more #like after learning blender (althpugh ive forgotten now lol) anytime im like man i wish i could learn ____ im like... well i learned blende #its cheesy but its given me a LOT more self confidence in my skills both academic and creative #i sometimes feel that im fucking stupid but like. im also not #idk i just dont think im as far off as i thought #and im SUPER syced to be learning french and spanish #its a LOT more work than it was like last week but honestly i think im going to settle back into it #and im like. okay if i spend 4 years learning french/spanish. i may not be fluent #but i sure as hell wont be any worse #also i know like LOADS more spanish than i thought #anyway im super proud of myself for kicking myself into this #I watched a youtube intro in french and UNDERSTOOD IT IMMEDIETLY TODAY #well it took a bit of concentration but u know #and im watching and listenimg to french/spanish media and its really interesting and fun #my endurance in spanish is not as gpod as in french #and usually id type this out in either blog but my energy is just out for today #but i'll be listening to music and just hear words and its insane how much i can pick up while doing coursework or whatever its amazing #i feel annoying when i talk to other people about it but. oh well i sometimes just get so excited about it #im NOT good. but hey its been 4 months learning french and. about 3 days learning spanish lol

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