#and it was ed habing an autistic burnout and dissassocciation episode and i just blinked back to the adhd ed story

[hyah-lian]

Surgery went well and recovery is going OK. I get stitches out in like 3 days. I just haven't been online much because the sudden shift from night to day and from 10 hours+ of physical activity to nearly zero has been a trip and a half

I have done so much socializing and outings. Walking so many places. Going to stores and malls just cause they're open and nearly empty at 10 am on a Wednesday etc. Friends borrowing me for a few hours to sit at watch them play cards and board games and letting me be rowdy and loud. I can do some things with my hands but lately it's a lot of pacing because of the ridiculous amount of bandaging stopping me from doin some stuff and the adhd hyperactivity gremlins being in full force

Sleeping without a weighted blanket is so hard! Mine is 15 or 20 lbs and that is way more than the 3lbs I am allowed to lift!

I am so bored! But fine motor stuff like typing or crafting or drawing is still very weird and makes my forearms sore from disuse at this point

Anyway a cheeky update. I've begged my mom to take me on a drive because I can't pace anymore and I don't want to strain my wrists on phone or pc reading or playing very lazy games (I asked before I did it and my surgeon said it's ok in moderation!)