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randomravager · 5 months

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dude I hate being antisocial whenever im overwhelmed like im avoiding all human contact sitting in a corner with all my work around me like some sort of demonic summoning circle getting up in the middle of class to “go to the bathroom” which is code for walk around in circles and go full on flappy hands and then I feel bad because ive been pushing off my friends but like socializing and being a blubbering whiner is NOT something I have any energy reserves available for

#blippity blap #nothing particularly bad but I always feel bad when im unable to do anything #like in terms of emotional functioning #barely mumbling along and a (more obvious) anxious mess #and like im usually self-conscious about physical affection in front of larger groups of people #but I fully cannot reciprocate #properly #eugh i was a mess today #a social failure #I apologize to anyone who has/will be subjected to me <3

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