#and physical fights every. single. day. worse than anything public school AND catholic school threw at me
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Did anyone else experience a kind of psychological warfare unlike anything else in community theater as a kid. Or was it just me.
#I'm talking mental emotional#and physical fights every. single. day. worse than anything public school AND catholic school threw at me#which is really saying something#thinking back on it like. huh. i think that was an abusive toxic relationship. and i kept coming back because.#at least it was familiar. and the bar was so low that by virtue of memorizing all my lines i was one of their best actors.#but like. trigger warning for self-harm:#i once had to get in between two parents screaming while also helping a kid self-harming in the dressing room. and I was maybe sixteen????#i did community theater there from age seven to seventeen. fucked up.#I've never forgiven my parents for ignoring when i was being tormented by this one girl. and my sister has never forgiven me#for not protecting her from bullying from that same girl. and i don't blame her.#but anyway. just. angry. on behalf of myself and all other kids who were violent and violated in that place.
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