#and then its worse when im manic bc i get obsessed with sonething but nothing im saying comes out right and also its always sonething niche | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

obitv · 1 year

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balancing my insatiable need for attention and human connection with the fact im fucking insane and saying things that make sense to a broader audience is near fucking impossible is so hard. cant people love me for my girlblogger swag. dont you know im transgender. huh. share my posts boy

#sorry. cant sleep because i am in large ampunts of pain yet again #idk man i really enjoy talkung about my interests bit its hard for me to just speak into a void like i do #and then its worse when im manic bc i get obsessed with sonething but nothing im saying comes out right and also its always sonething niche #nobody gives a shit about. or i refuse to tag my posts so nobody sees them and then im like. well fuck!#i cant see what i just wrote i forgot what im talking about. shout out to attention whores with social anxiety id rather die than initiate #conversation with someone unless im REALLY confident they enjoy my company (aka 1+ months of daily messaging) but if i dont talk to people #enough in a certain amount of time it FEELS like im dying. like please i need people to engage with about my interests. god i need more #followers i need to be getting anpn asks daily thats all i want. anonymous validation on the internet is my true joy

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