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#and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons
imaybe5tupid
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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)
Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.
#laishuro
#laios touden
#i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings
#as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes
#but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred
#not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life
#are so compelling to me
#and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons
#and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience
#whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that
#when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know
#this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night
#and on toshiros side umineko said it best People are riddles. They want someone else to solve their riddle
#they live life wanting someone to solve the riddle that they are
#the most difficult riddle in the world
#without love the truth cannot be seen sighhhh many such cases
#sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always
#but WHATEVER
#i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol
#which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga
#so i became obsessed
#and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf
#and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ
#now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life
#with laishuro. and its great!
#my comics
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