#and then when that inevitably starts teetering. more maya helping me around and
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#adolin brain stuck once again... kind of desperately in love with kaladin and really too unstable#to be doing everything i was doing. mostly a specific like big burnout#and maya/syl collaborating to get kal#not for the first time i think but one of the more important ones and i had naybe thought the others#were just him being nice because our spren were bugging him but he said that he#was going to check on me before but did not want to push or know how or something similar#and i just like. i want to kiss you right now. but cannot.#adolin post#outgoing transmission#burnout is. an understatement but stress/pressure was a catalyst for sure#adolin cycles feel like. less sleep/eating/etc more working/trying to work#and then when that inevitably starts teetering. more maya helping me around and#telling me what people said that i missed and pointing out things in general#then the more extreme version of that which is hard to remember because it feels like being in#a haze. simply nearly losing hours at a time. and then the big crash#i feel it did not happen That much but. a handful of times at least for sure.#and sometimes it would not reach the last stage but i had a habit of not stopping once a ball was rolling.#even if the ball was barrelling into me at top speed
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