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Well i cried in front of one supervisor and nearly cried in front of the other we are doing GREAT today
#we had a meeting to review my leave and what support i need for surgery so that i have everything i need#and once we covered the time i would need (two weeks fully out of office and then three weeks semi working from home)#i kept trying to make the conversation about what they needed from me to make the transition easier what i needed to set them up#for my absence to make the leave period easier for those in office aka to make sure i was still needed and wouldn't be deemed useless#and they both kept insisting that the five weeks were the slowest part of the year and they'd be fine they just want me to check in#and what do i need from them what can they do for me and how am i feeling and not to think about work at all#they'd find loopholes if needed theyd take on more responsibility they'd handle the work until i got back and if i needed more time okay#and I'm just- not used to genuine support and im not used to being able to trust said support and im so fuckin overwhelmed#by everything to do with this surgery and life right now that i just started welling up and had to fight it until we were done#and then proceeded to cry on my direct supervisor because she asked me if i was alright and if i felt less afraid of it all#so we're doing great
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