#and theyre a wonderful sexting partner so im all good
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#i really enjoy being single and not dating actually#i dont have the time to focus on someone else#i am literally struggling enough as is#but sometimes i feel a bit lonely#not for long#but it twangs at me and then go right back#i dont love them anymore i think. at least its been smothered to low low embers#ill still be a bit hurt when they go out to sleep around again#but you know. im actually kind of at peace now#im too stressed out about school to think about my feelings or partners or anything like that.#and theyre a wonderful sexting partner so im all good#accidentally told them i loved them the way you say you love your friends ykwim#and im not even stressed about it#i hope they werent either. i do love them. i dont know if i love love them. but i know that i love them.#maybe the fact that theyre too fucked up from everything to really flirt with me like before is contributing to my feelings going down#i mean i do still think about them at least a couple times a day and i simp for them too much#but not at all like before. i wonder if they notice it#i love you. i love you. i love you.#its weird to call you a friend because to me youre more than that. best friend isnt true either. i guess you just ... are#no need to put words on it since i know my thoughts on it doesnt match yours. you dont have these kinda distinctions.#youre amazing. i wish i could be like you. i hate you with my whole soul. its horrible. i love you. fuck you i hope you smash your face in
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