#and when i met my friend’s bf at hoco last week (first time since last school year) he said he read my essay

[wtylas]

“every word had a purpose”

[that-sokovian-bastard]

another cool tag!

I was tagged by my main bitch @imaginingadifferentlife

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I tag: i dont have 20 people but:

@marrvelle @sgtbxckybxrnes @shwarmadudes @i-am-not-the-real-alice @fangirlingisajob @captainamericasinnocence @mus1ck1ll3r @mehrmonga @peechesblog @pietroimagines @this-is-moonfairy @this-is-menot-caring i am so tired i can’t think of more buT YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU’D LIKE!!

the last

1. drink: milk 2. phone call: mi madre  3. text message: Jadyn- about an interview lol 4. song you listened to: Currently listening to These Are The Lies by The Cab 5. time you cried: Sunday when I had an anxiety attack 6. dated someone twice: i haven’t even dated anyone since my cute bf in preschool 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no kisses at tall 8. been cheated on: i mean ^^ 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i don’t drink

3 favourite colours

12. Indigo 13. Turquoise

14. Bright Red

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes but mostly online, like two irl 16. fallen out of love: nope 17. laughed until you cried: yes and a lot is with jadyn 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes. we aren’t friends anymore. 19. met someone who changed you: yessire 20. found out who your friends are: yeah. I called this my year of giving no fucks and only put in the amount of effort my friends put in. I’ve lost some friends, but that’s ok. 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I mean...my parents? general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 95%. I only have like three or four internet friends on facebook. one of them being jadyn’s mom. 23. do you have any pets: one dog  24. do you want to change your name: nah that’s a lot of work 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to dinner with my mom, dad, sister, grandma and grandpa then we saw Newsies in the movie theater directly after. It was glorious and I cried when I saw Jeremy Jordan.

26. what time did you wake up: 8- only because the people working on our house were right outside my room power washing and it scared the shit out of me. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: skyping with jadyn 28. name something you can’t wait for: well, college but eventually running my company 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: last night 31. what are you listening to right now: Now I’m listening to Her Love Is My Religion by The Cab. It’s been so long since I’ve listened to them so now im listening to all the albums.

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably but i can’t remember a specific time.  33. something that is getting on your nerves: ohhhh right now im pissed that my ex-best friend texted me yesterday like she didn’t do anything wrong. i’m pissed that she thinks I’ll forget what happened but I won’t. I did not reply :) 34. most visited website: tumblr. not really a surprise. 35. hair colour: naturally blonde but it’s red now and has been for 2+ years.

36. long or short hair: medium 37. do you have a crush on someone: no, i don’t really want a relationship right now.

38. what do you like about yourself: im able to be a bitch but im really sensitive as well (which is a curse as well). I also like my creativity, but that’s more of a generic answer. 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: the blood of my enemies 41. nickname: technically lilly is my nickname but “Lilleh” seems to be catching on to some tumblr people 42. relationship status: single and fuckin loving it

43. zodiac: Pisces 44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: Supergirl 46. tattoos: none just yet. Do I want a tattoo sleeve or a good job? I do want to get at least one at some point. 47. right or left handed: right-handed 48. surgery: I had my tonsils taken out in third grade 50. sport: i don’t 51. vacation: i'm going to florida next week 52. pair of trainers: ?

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: i think i convinced my sister to get me raising canes for dinner 54. drinking: uhh there is water on my bed so water 55. I’m about to: try to write but probably procrastinate. I’m 10/31 parts done.

56. waiting for: the day when i finish the 31 part series because it’s fun to write and i’m loving it but p r e s s u r e 57. want: my dog to stop barking he’s been barking for three hours 58. get married: i do want to get married one day. but right now, that is far, far in the future. 59. career: i'm a hostess/cashier at a restaurant rn and i hope once i’m out of school i will never have to do that again. i want to run my own business one day! I think I’ve said that a lot, did you know I want to run my own business?

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: be yourself and healthy that’s what matters 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: i wish i were a troublemaker but im hesitant asfuck so lets just say Jared Kleinman (did you really think I could go a whole post without a deh refrence?)

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no i haven’t kissed anyone since pre school 68. drank hard liquor: maybe? idk i probably tried some of my dad’s once but i don’t drink. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: how about every damn day 70. turned someone down: it was...lowkey. 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: i doubt it 73. had your heart broken: by friends? yes, quite a few times. I haven’t dated to have my heart broken. hell, i haven’t even had a crush to be turned down. 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: when I was very little. I haven’t experienced much death in my life, but i think when i was little i was really sad when my great grandma died. 76. fallen for a friend: maybe? but then i think i realized “bruh, you’re in high school you don’t need a relationship. they’re better as a friend anyway.”

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: it depends, i guess. 78. miracles: sure 79. love at first sight: not really, no. If this were an au world where we had soulmates, yes i would. but it’s not. 80. santa claus: no but i have to pretend for my little cousins 81. kiss on the first date: i guess it depends 82. angels: only castiel and connor murphy (but for real, yes i do.)

OTHER: 84. eye colour: blue

85. favourite movie: rn it’s Now You See Me. And Spidey hoco. but that was obvious,