#and when this all ends i might be dooming myself but haha angst inspo!!
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#i haven’t written in so long now bc of how busy i am with school#but i still scribble thoughts down fic ideas just my feelings in general#one of my greatest fears back when i was at the peak of my writing was being happy#becoming happy#i used my writing to gouge out the deepest of wounds not to heal them but to relive the pain until it numbs me out#most of my fics drew from personal experiences or grievances of things i have felt in real life#i got to write smth in passing last october bc i had to deal with my abandonment issues resurging#but recently ahaha i got a boyfriend long time friend turned bf#one of my muses (?) hahaha still is i think#i’ve always been an angst girlie but recently i finally got the urge to write something a little happy#a little established relationship fluff drabble that seeps into my bones#i used to write pain that way and then boom#just a new chapter in my writing life#and when this all ends i might be dooming myself but haha angst inspo!!#am i right????#unwarranted updates#toff.txt
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