#and while im complaining about taxonomy i get so mad when she decides shes an expert on something after encountering it once

[kath-artic]

i feel like such a teenager when i complain about my mom and it always makes me hesitate before doing it bc it feels so childish but like. she keeps me in this limbo between adulthood and childhood by treating me as whichever is more convenient. anyway im kinda pissed because she sorta railroaded me into working with her this summer and while i am grateful that she pulled strings to get me some income, she acted like this minimum wage cleaning job at a gym was somehow going to be the end-all-be-all of my professional life and consistently treated me like a child who didnt know anything about the working world and on the first day i went in i was panicked because they never put me into the system so i couldnt get paid and she kept insisting that it was fine and then the manager quit without ever finishing my paperwork and now they dont know what to do with me because i never shouldve been working without being in the system (like i was telling my mom but she kept insisting i didnt know what was going on). and of course now shes turning it into a big conspiracy that the guy at the front desk set her up and is trying to get her fired and shit instead of just letting up and listening to my concerns. anyway if i dont get paid im going to go fucking nuclear