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drarrymylove · 8 months

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this is complete bullshit and i will not stand for it. why is it i have to gaslight myself every 4-5 weeks that i'm not feeling the way i'm feeling because no, i do not in fact want to die and no i do not want to cry for six weeks, and no it is not possible that i am the most insignificant person in existence, and no i am not unworthy of the air i breathe, and no it's not insane that TLC's banger "no scrubs" is stuck in my head after typing this out, and no i don't deserve to feel invisible and left out and ugly and stupid, and no my therapist doesn't hate me and no it's not the end of the world because all of this feels incredibly true, and yes i'm on my fucking period.

#and why do i feel guilty #the last few remaining crumbs of internalized misogyny is telling me i should be ashamed of this #so many of us struggle with the monthly menty-b's #i have been taught to feel like if i cry and i'm on my period i'm the reason men think women are weak and unstable #goddamn it i hate it here

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