#andrew tag 🚬

[oscillating-fan-whore5]

Hi!

My name is Elliot, the depressed teen (and Co.) who runs this blog :3

Yap blog and Fandom posts ☆ he/him

Baking blog: @baketherude

(Flash warning⚠️ Under cut I have a blinkie wall that has many flashes. Flashless intro can be found here. )

☆Important Details!☆

•I'm a minor, for privacy and paranoia reasons I will not disclose my exact age

•I struggle with my mental health alot so if that bleeds over into this blog i apologize but you get what you get. Sometimes I have sort of episodes other times I just scream into the void, I do have a vent blog tho

•I have EDS (waiting for genetic testing in December, so I don't know what type yet but its suspected hEDS). I also have suspected autism but no diagnosis (I am peer review by autistic friends/hj) so if my social skills fucking suck I apologize.

•I suspect I'm an OSDD system, I don't have any sort of diagnosis but there are multiple of us so yea 73% of the time they aren't a problem on here but if you see posts referring to me in the 3rd person that's why

•I get super passionate abt topics I like and if you engage in them with me I will talk ur ear off

•I struggle to respond to DMs (hardly ever will, please don't take offense) and other notifs. Please remind me if it takes too long, I have most likely forgotten about it :')

☆Don't do this on my blog- Queer discourse, queer infighting, drama, trigger my paranoia, bigots be an asshole, zionists, basic dni. ☆

☆CW// Slight mentions of mental health issues (nothing major dw), Mentions of cannibalism, slight autocannibalism mentions, blood mentions, me being a stupid idiot, computer fucking, suggestive stuff sometimes (nothing seriously nsfw!!!!!)☆

☆Interests☆

•NBC Hannibal

•Baking (I sell things at the farmers market as well) ♡

•Crows, ravens, and other corvids ♡

•Socially intelligent animals (like corvids, orcas, dogs, etc)

•Dead Boy Detectives

•The Umbrella Academy

•Psychology (specifically social behaviors)

•Percy Jackson (not much anymore but if someone likes it I'll yap with them)

•Music (I am a musician btw! Not professional but I play things)♡

•Invincible

•The Boys

☆Links☆

Credits ☆ tags ☆ Vent blog (TW TW TW) ☆ Baking Blog

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

"But as it is, the water is simply stroking his fur."

Intro post; beware, triggering blog, block don't report, tw animal death for the poem quoted

------------------

I'm Elliot, a teenage loser who runs this blog.

I'm not pro anorexia, sh, or any other harmful illness, I believe everyone deserves to get help. I don't want my posts to get traction I just want someone to hear me scream. It is hell and I wish I could recover but I am unable to. I don't have people to talk to in real life, reporting will not make me get better, please go report actually harmful people (like the pedophiles or trolls who plague vent communities).

In fact, I really dislike people who act like they love their ED or are stereotypical ana girlies and block them when possible, don't mistake me for those people.

------------------

"It is raining and there is a dog lying in the gutter-"

------------------

Basic info

•I'm a transgender man who uses he/him pronouns

•I have a restrictive ed (undx) somewhere between bulimia (c/s), Anorexia (restriction), and EDNOS (b/r cycles and not uw) I'm partially recovering currently (eating more and gaining muscle back)

•I sh, I don't post pictures nor do I encourage it.

•I've been told I possibly have autism (mom won't let me attempt to get tested) and I struggle with social cues, tone tags are appreciated but not necessary (unless I need more context)

•Dx EDS, I don't currently use mobility aids except for my orthotics

•Possible OSDD or P-DID system (again not dx) I mostly cofront when I do switch. Feel free to interact with the others but PLEASE do not interact with any young ones, it's a matter of preference and safety.

•Please tag paranoia bait and reblog bait with rb bait and/or reblog bait

•DM for my main (same url as before for those who know me from my last accs) but I interact from my main (this is a side blog, so if you're cool you get my main)

------------------

"-and the gutter is filling with water because the sewer is clogged."

------------------

Things I won't allow on my blog:

•Asking for harmful tips (I will not tell you how to purge, cut deeper, or fast longer.) I will give my best attempt at harm reduction advice but I advise you to find better sources.

•No meanspo or fatspo- if you post fatspo I will block, and if you post meanspo please tag it

•No queer discourse. I have mutuals who use neos and controversial labels, if you don't like it leave because I support them fully.

•Goes without saying but no transphobia, homophobia, racists, ableists, or zionists. Leave.

•Fake claim me or my mutuals. I do not want what I suffer with and it impacts me day to day, and it feeds into my self-doubt

------------------

"If the dog were alive he'd be drowning-"

------------------

Tags to block:

Ed vents: #elliot!ed!

Sh vents: #vent!sh!

Substances: #vent!sillyjuice!

Rb thinspo: #TW->thinspo

"Rb or gain 10kg" or paranoia bait posts (if I don't rb I get anxious so anxious): #rb bait #reblog bait

Sexual posts: #suggestive

------------------

"-but as it is,"

------------------

Alters and alter tags

Elliot2: #elliot the squeakquel 🔥

Andrew: #andrew tag 🚬

Victor: N/A

Bea: #bea tag 🩰

Jack: #jack tag🏫

------------------

"The water is simply stroking his fur.

------------------

"Seeing a Dog in the Rain" by Laura Gilpin

[z0mbimuttz]

🎧 Pinned Post 🐾

🔪 I use he/it prns. Im FtM, Bisexual and a 50/50 switch :]

🚬 coll. used blog, DID sys .

Some fronters may include:

🩵Andrew , 22 , he/him

🩵Rocky , n/a , he/him

🩵Will , n/a , he/it

🩵Toby , n/a , he/they

🩵Tom , n/a , it/he/they

🩵Wilbur , n/a , he/they

🩵Strade / Jack , n/a , it/he

🩵Bruce W , 23 , it/he

🔪 TW for a large variety of topics, this blog is NSFW and not for those that can't tell reality from fantasy.

🚬 I enjoy stuff like everything horror, Nirvana, marvel n DC stuff, being a dogboy, NBC's hannibal, smoking a ton of weed, Resident Evil, making art and being a perverted freak.

🔪 This is a sideblog, so you will always get likes n follows from main 🫶🏻

🕸️ No specific DNI besides minors . If I break it myself, it was a 100% accident . i'm sorry ! 🫶🏻

Tags:

🐾.inbox - Any asks I get

'im in this post and i don't like it' - stuff that's very relatable LMAO

'here doggy!' - media containing myself :)

(emoji).anon - Any anons that happen 2 come by

--> signoffs : 🩻 , 🐺🐾 ,

🌑.(name) - Headmate tag, for when we feel like it

[st4r-b0y-crittersss]

❔ speaks: ??? Pronouns: It/it’s/none.

🩷 speaks: Ame Pronouns: She/Her

🩹 speaks: Dazai Pronouns: He/They

🌊 speaks: Furina Pronouns: She/Her

🍷 speaks: Fyodor Pronouns: He/Him

🎩 speaks: Nikolai/Niko Pronouns: He/It/They/Silly

🎀 speaks: Mizuki Pronouns: She/They

🤖 speaks: Rui Pronouns: He/They

🩸🔪 speaks: Toga Pronouns: She/They/Blood

🐈‍⬛ speaks: Shinso Pronouns: He/Him (sometimes They/Them)

🪐 🌌 speaks: Neptune Pronouns: They/It/She/He/Star

🍃 speaks: Venti Pronouns He/Him or They/Them :)

🚬 speaks: Andrew/Andy Pronouns: He/Him

🦈 speaks: Jinx/Jinxy Pronouns: She/They/It/He

If there’s just our basic tags just assume it’s the host (Ky) :3 I’ll do better intros at some point but not rn.

Yes I know some have problematic sources. I can’t control who spilts.

[whatdrawsnear]

About me

part of a median system with River @sawthatmountainburn (main blog we follow from)

aka American Andrew

not actually American, never even been to the Western hemisphere

ttm (tumblrina to male) but totally cis. definitely.

ageing 2010s emo edgelord

genuinely I only have a blog because it came to us in a dream

tags (i don't trigger tag lol sorry):

vox andrea - original posts

art

aspirational

blood (incl drawn)

core

desire

me

music (incl gifs/images of musicians)

places

slavic

🚬 🍷 💉 (drugs and alcohol)

[ittyybittybaker]

Intro Post

Tiffany | 30 something | texas -> disney | cis | she/her/hers | latina | 👭🏻🌈🧡🤍💖 | queen of rambling in the tags | twitter

Dragon Pony Primer

AFTG fanmixes

foxes 🦊🥍🚬🧡 (aftg gen) [spotify] | You're a Pipe Dream (andreil) [spotify] | Attitude Problem (Neil Josten) [spotify] | Not Your Answer (Andrew Minyard) [spotify] | Deadliest Piece on the Board (Kevin Day) [spotify] | The Other Twin (Aaron Minyard) [spotify] | Monster's Night Out (Nicky's pre-game/club mix) [spotify] | Got Your Back (Matt Boyd) [spotify] | Fearless Leader (Dan Wilds) [spotify] | Trying To Be Good (Renee Walker) [spotify] | Rich Bitch (Allison Reynolds) [spotify] | AFTG fandom picks (songs mentioned by other people in the fandom that remind them of the series/characters) [spotify] | For The Jock (a time-period accurate pop-punk/emo mix inspired by this post) [spotify] | The Saddest Boy (Jean Moreau) [spotify]

My Writing

AO3

Want This Like A Cigarette When I'm With You, I'm At Home This Is Something Spiritual The Sound of Reverie We Just Have Each Other

tag rambles

other/general writing tag

Work

my work

[iwrotemrtambourineman]

I got tagged by @tallsinspace to do this 8 song music tag :-)

favorite song of the moment: it’s a tie between happier by Olivia Rodrigo and pink rabbits by the national

a song you associate with your favorite ship: calico skies by Paul McCartney

a song that could be about you: the new saint jude by andrew bird and you’ve got a friend by Carole King

a song you find overrated: this is just from tiktok, but if I have to hear that build a bitch song one more time 🚬😑

a song that reminds you of a good memory: cecilia but not performed by Simon and Garfunkel performed by my high school friend’s band :-)

last song you listened to: leaning on you by haim

a song that makes you laugh: a lot of John Craigie songs but specifically dissect the bird and free drinks for everyone

a song you want your mutuals to listen to: uhhhh I’m going to go back there someday and honestly the whole muppets soundtracks. sound of the summer ☀️😎

I’ll tag @crickelwood @giaucherie @horaetio @goatmilkoatmilk and @deer-tongue if y’all want!!

[oscillating-fan-whore5]

I drank my old coffee liquor I left out and I swallowed something hard. I don't know what it was but it was certainly something.

[oscillating-fan-whore5]

Would like to apologize to everyone on Elliot2's behalf. That was weird and gross.

[oscillating-fan-whore5]

I feel so bad for downplaying period cramps all my teenage to adult life. This sucks.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

I'll go watch an old horror movie and think on it all.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

It was scary. It was really fucking scary to wake up and suddenly there was blood on my hands and it was mine but at the time I could be convinced it was hers. But it was mine, or Elliot's, or whoever's. I hyperventilated and sobbed while everyone tried to comfort me, fuck that. It was embarrassing.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

I loved her. I really fucking did. I mean, she was the first person to ever touch me kindly, she was my first for a lot of things. I could imagine a life with her, you know? And she died. I always complain on here, but the others don't really understand how it feels. I'm a wreck, a huge fucking wreck, she made me bearable. She made me worth it, she made me friendly, even. God knows I was closest to society with her, even if all my friends were hers first. I think it was too painful to look at me after what happened, but I understand. I was corrupted after what happened, and I'm certain some of then thought I did it (but I didn't, I couldn't, I'd never be able to hurt her.). They left me, and then I isolated, and I never left the new apartment. I moved and I never unpacked, never left, bought enough cigarettes and booze to last me years. Which, was, quite frankly, a fucking ton (as in, I bought from the type of supplier that sells to liquor stores and smoke shops with a fake license), and I never left. I think I died, but I don't remember.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

Didn't know I had a fear/trigger of blood until today, isn't that funny? I'm normal, I'm fine. I'm fine now. I'm fine. I'm an adult handling an easy situation of cleaning blood and it didn't make me hyperventilate and I don't need to tear my skin off to get rid of the blood that stains me and part of me is afraid the blood leaked into my pours and stained the insides of my muscles, into my bone marrow, and the only way for me to be clean is my death and everything I touch will forever be stained with the blood of the love I couldn't save but I'm fine. Really.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

I miss her. She's dead. I let her die.

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

I mean, it was just that it was HER BLOOD on my hands again even if it was my own.