#angsty fucky smut is the best

[sukugo]

the specific dynamic between obikin that i love the most is where anakin is the one who makes the advances, bc he wants obi-wan and he will do anything he can to have him, he’s the one who acts, while obi-wan gets swayed by him and all that follows.

as in, anakin initiates sexual contact, he is the one pushing against obi-wan and demanding things, getting into his bed and having him touch him, whether obi-wan wants to or not

but i like to think that once obi-wan's hands are on him, anakin melts, goes completely pliant under his touch. becomes a gooey mess, soft and pliable, given entirely to pleasure

which leaves obi-wan to be the one who has to move the sex forward, to take the boy and satisfy him as he can. and during this, obi-wan could push him away, could easily let go of his hold on him and actually listen to his head and step away from anakin

but at that point—anakin vulnerable and needy in his arms—obi-wan has already lost. 

bc as much as he would like to push anakin away, his body does not let him, his being shakes against it. 

and when he does try, whispering a soft no, anakin, we can’t, one touch from anakin's desperate hand, fingers clasping around his skin in need, one look from his dark eyes, pleading and needy and hungry, the force thick around him, cold and oppressive

obi-wan is left giving himself to the boy, self-loathing crushing at his heart.