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#annnnyways yeah i just want to make fun art and not deal with any of this :’) sadly that’s not always the case tho
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#tw for csa mention and overall not great stuff being vaguely talked about
#u gotta love when a dream about getting lunch turns into a dream about a psa on s*xual pr*dators to children which turns into a-
#-hyperrealistic reliving of you narrowly escaping something like that
#like what tha hell is my brain doing rn. can we not
#i’m 100% convinced this is bc of the court thing at least partially bc that’s been fucking me up lately
#and i only have around a month left
#so there’s that
#like the dream didn’t even end there it just ended with me running to my house and grabbing a gun and then i woke up
#i have noticed that violence has definitely been a recurring thing in these dreams over the years
#like my brain is trying sooo hard to rewrite everything so i have more power to defend myself physically/mentally/emotionally
#bestie it’s not working <3 please stop trying i don’t want to deal with these fucking dreams again
#i also don’t want to have to make more vent art as a way of dealing w this because i have Actual Fun Art that i’d rather work on
#but sometimes that art is the only escape i have bc texts are monitored and i can’t just. talk to my parents bc of how closely-
#-connected to religion this is too and how religious they are
#they see him as some bitch-ass kid fucker which is bad enough but how do i explain that he also was one of the major contributors-
#-to my religious trauma? like he was very much a c*tholic fundamentalist but i can’t get into that w/o my parents finding out all-
#-the OTHER religion-related shit i had to deal with and am still dealing with
#annnnyways yeah i just want to make fun art and not deal with any of this :’) sadly that’s not always the case tho
#.woof.
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