#any chance i have to reclaim my childhood and classic coming of age teen movie experiences is gonna vanish
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im gonna be 16 in a month and i am not ready
#like bruh i still feel 13 this is going too fast#im gonna be old enough to work at mcdonalds or smth#and in two years im gonna be an 'adult'#things are going to fast for my brain to catch up#it just feels wrong for some reason#like saying im 16 feels like a lie#well i mean it technically is since im not sixteen yet but like you know what i mean HUSAVSUHVHU#im scared#im not ready to be an adult#im not ready to grow up#i lost so much of my childhood and so much of my chance at having a good teenhood#and its gonna be gone soon#any chance i have to reclaim my childhood and classic coming of age teen movie experiences is gonna vanish#and ill have to conform to a society and way of life i dont understand and no one is willing to prepare me for#i feel alone#i feel like i have to figure things out for myself but i dont know how to do that#i dont know how to do anything anymore its like when i turned 15 my brain just- broke#and now i dont understand anything and i have so much difficulty processing information and learning things#and my concept of time is completely destroyed#its almost winter and it still feels like it was just a week ago that it was january and my dog was romping in the snow#a year doesnt go by like that thats not normal#is that how my entire life is gonna be from now on?? is this what adulthoods like?? if it is then i dont want it#i feel like i have so little time and so little support#it sucks#woah its vent time#forest fumbles
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