#anyway byebye I'm gonna go back to being quiet now!

[sleepykas]

Stumbles in

Hi I'm still alive moving is just taking a lot longer than anticipated <3

Stumbles out

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary188

3/21-22/2024

i took selfies, the other day.

here they are:

i really liked the outfit, feels very good to wear, perfect thing for summer cuz that shirt beneath the cardigan has no sleeves so you do not get too hot/insulated. plus i can like...wear it like that, whatever you want to call that.

i guess i could have tied the shirt off too but there was something cute/funny about it being like, a stomach window. which is maybe excessive also but we were celebrating sooo. you knowww.

that cardigan is really cute and nice, i am v. happy abt buying it.

i need to go fix the song a little more but i've been working on its single art, cuz i'm gonna put it out with that cover, and i don't think i'm gonna mess w/ the cover really. there's something entertaining about that to me.

if ableton crashes though i am just going to go to bed... the song has some funny issues, so one is the snare is too quiet, i think i need to take the limiter off and instead put a stock saturator on it, or maybe just like... eq and compress it better. and then the hihats/cymbals are too loud so i need to mess with those. i think the vocals have some kind of dead sound to them idk. idk what that would be really.

i don't like sliding takes around but i also want to just get like, some kind of idea even, of how i should deliver things maybe, and if these moved takes sound good i can just keep them but idk. it bothers me a bit, i'd like to at least go back an in and figure the timings out. idk why i feel so off lately, i was doing good for a bit but this song's really hard to get down. it is almost 200 bpm. so.

maybe for practice i should do versions of these songs that are slower, just so i can go along slowly, and then when it's time to go faster i think i'll at least have better footing than just jumping into it. yeah. maybe i'll have to do that w/ some stuff coming up even, for this record.

well the song sounds good now. the snare really connects now which is nice, maybe i need to make this the main snare chain...idk, it should be fine, if the other songs sound good, they sound good, i can't keep gettin as in depth as i do w. all of this.

anyway i am sleepy now so,

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!