#anyway i dont know if u can tell but i didnt excel in highschool either. so thats fun | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

s4pphoiduser · 2 years

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the pain of really loving college/uni aus but knowing you're at that time in your life where you Should be in uni but aren't for various reasons. and also the pain of wondering what the hell you'd even do at uni. i have no idea what im going to do with my life

#not to be an edgelord but i truly did not think this far #i was like im going to excel in highschool and then just off myself but then that didnt happen as u can tell #so i just. what the fuck am i gonna do now.#crazy how life works etc #how am i going to uni and get a job. i dont want to do either of that #anyway i dont know if u can tell but i didnt excel in highschool either. so thats fun #and now im 20 just redoing some studies that i shouldve finished two years ago and i wont go to uni for at least a year #i know theres no set time for when u should be in college blahblah but also. it scares me so much that im going to be so late.#not if yanno bc its already happening it scares me that its happening #i feel like i dont excel at anything or even do particularly well. i feel very often that im going nowhere in life #sigh. this was brought on all bc i clicked on a college au fic not knowing the character was going thru a life crisis.#now im having my Own life crisis.#joey.com

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