#anyway i liked this chapter BUT . i’m mad abt choso

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

TODOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[kamiversee]

Oh my god this chapter was amazing!! I cannot express how much I loved it! I myself loveeee drama so it was toooo goood ^.^ And the fact that the READER outed herself?! I totally expected it to be geto especially cause he’s just messy in general(hes so me). But I don’t really blame her that much and in my opinion, it’s good that she reacted like that! Atleast she told Choso the truth about that part so he wouldnt have to find out later and be more upset.

We all know Choso hates liars as well so it’s good that she told him that(there’s still so many secrets she needs to tell him but it’s a start!) And I LOVE how Geto and Yuki are just sitting there watching them like if it was a movie. Their little comments not making things any better is so hilarious too😹.

I also didn’t really like the way Choso was speaking to her before he found out about Sukuna so that’s another reason why I’m glad she stood up to him(even if she did blurt out that she fucked his older abusive brother😭).

Talking about abusive older brother..SUKUNA? Oh my god I did not expect him to be like that😞 Especially since he’s been so different towards us. When Choso told the reader what sukuna did, my jaw dropped. I had to put down the phone multiple times throughout the chapter too because of the awkward heavy tension🌚

Choso really did have a reason to walk out and get upset if what he said about Sukuna is true butt, the reader told him multiple times that she didn’t know what kind of person Sukuna was before they fucked so I feel like Choso, being the very understanding person he is, he’s going to listen to her and understand where she’s coming from next chapter. Andd if he doesn’t, i will sob and hunt him down😣(also geto basically planning all of this? jsjsjsk i love him). BUT CHOSO CANT BE MAD PLS..my heart can’t handle any more angst.😥

Anyways that cliffhanger really did get to me and I stayed up thinking about it. I need Choso to forgive herrr. Can’t wait for the next chapter Kami! As always I love every chapter you write, you really are so talented>.<

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YAP SESSION RAHH;

1. Yup, it was in her best interest to but her info out there herself rather than tht come out any other way ^.^

2. IKR? We love Suguru & Yuki chillin on the side just watching everything go down😹

3. Choso was feeling more on edge tht entire chapter in comparisons to the other times we see him so his snappy responses are because of tht, we might dive deeper into this in the next chapter tho ^.^

4. LMAOO IKR? It was meant to have y’all GAGGED😝 But hey, m-maybe Sukuna is a changed man🥹☝️

5. Oh… you can’t handle any more angst you say?😏 WELL THTS TOO DAMN BAD, THE NEXT CHAPTERS ABT TO BE 10x WORSE MUHAHAHAHA

6. ILYSM FOR READING & THE ANGST YOU WROTE IS STILL PLAGUING MY THOUGHTS!!

[kamiversee]

okay, i calmed down a bit. holy shit what a chapter. this chapter is possibly one of the most intense chapters you've posted yet, if not the most. the only other chapters that immediately come to mind in terms of emotional intensity are the ones including Gojo's tearful confession and the chapter with the "last kiss." this chapter devastated me on a completely different level. the drama had me reeling and i loved it so fucking much. well done, Kami. really well done.

i'm going to try to not sound like a broken record since you already know my immediate thoughts based off of my past few anons 😭 it's so interesting that Choso immediately goes to call Geto's brother shitty, yet later on in the chapter Geto refers to them at friends. Choso's denials are believable since he does seem like a major introvert and only really goes out of his way to socialize with the reader, but i wonder if we'll ever meet Kenjaku in this fic. or is this a sneak peak as to who we may meet in a certain sequel...? 👀👀👀 KAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!! why do i feel like you're going to draw some parallels between Suguru and his brother's relationship to Choso's relationship with Sukuna. i'm not sure how it would go, but if you do choose to do that i feel like it would floor me.

i love that this chapter is unveiling so much of Choso's toxicity holy shit. i know it's all related to his possessive nature, but the anger issues had me taking breaks and walking laps in my room at 1:30 am on a work night. the way he's upset about things we aren't even aware of (how "flirtatious" we come off in a regular conversation) was expected but the way it built up to him exploding was just *chef's kiss*. the way still calls us little pet names, especially after that huge fight, stung me.

not only did this chapter reveal so much about Choso, but it really does solidify how toxic the reader is for him as well. there's no such thing as a perfect character (even though these jjk men get so close) but this was a perfect reminder that despite everything, the reader has her own red flags to work through as well. will she ever? probably not bc holy shit that passage was so perfect and needed. also, who wouldn't act that way in that kind of situation 😭 swatting OUR hand away when HE is the one causing the scene? omfg it got me so mad LMFAOOOO

also the reveal that Sukuna is a physically abusive asshole? omfg. it makes sense for his character but still, the contrast of that info to how we knew him is intense. it's a shame that he's so fucking hot 😭😭😭 with the things he's done, i understand why Choso has the feelings he does. but holy shit dude, the reader didn't know 😭 why tf is he taking it out on her 😭😭😭

Suguru that motherfucker. i hate now smart and intentional he is with every fuckin' action he does in this series. UGH. the way he had me cringing (in a good way) to the point of having to take breathing breaks after practically every line. especially when he said "Go after him, idiot."

KAMI. YOU 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵 OH MY GODDDDD. IF IT WASN'T OBVIOUS THAT WHAT THE READER IS TO CHOSO, GOJO IS TO THE READER, HOLY SHIT. YOU'RE PRACTICALLY POINTING A NEON-LIGHT ARROW TOWARDS THAT PARALLEL. such a genius way to reuse that line. once i read that, it fucking clicked. the same fucking line Geto says to Gojo in chapter 8 after their first big fight. oh my fucking God Kami. reading that made me have to put down my phone and stare at the ceiling for a bit. so fucking well done. it's lowkey so funny how Geto has been there for so many of the big fights. i'm so fucking excited to see how this develops. my brain is so fried once again.

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Smirks. Chat, it’s time for another Kami yap session, LETS GOOOO

1. Gojo’s breakdown chapters & the chapter where Choso leaves (chapter 19 I think) were one of the only chapters that made me tear up while I wrote them😭 Well, aside from the next one I’m abt to drop- ANYWAYS THOUGH, glad you enjoyed it like always ^.^

2. See, here’s the thing about Kenjaku’s mentioning, he was only brought up to show two things; One, Choso has friends and a life outside of the reader, and Two, Choso and Geto have more of a connection/knowledge of each other than what might’ve been expected :)

It’s also another slight anime reference bc like I’ve said previously, I do tend to mirror things such as friend groups or actions to the way things are done in the anime & Choso’s appearance was always made with Kenjaku so, why not make that a factor here yk?🤷‍♀️

3. There actually are already some parallels ^.^

Notice how Choso calls Kenjaku shitty & Suguru snaps back by saying Choso’s brother (Sukuna obv) isn’t any better. Then, you also have Yuki who points out that both men haven’t told the reader anything about these terrible brother’s of theirs, despite both men having connections & intimate moments with her.

It’s kinda meant to show that there is a lot the reader simply doesn’t know. That was honestly somewhat the point of the past few drama chapters! There’s a list of things she learns all in the span of one day, from Gojo’s obsession to Sukuna being abusive— she learned all of that within a single day.

Anywho, the parallel is simply that the men who she claims as her type both have done similar things to her in regards to opening up🤷‍♀️

4. I wanna note that a lot of people are calling Choso’s actions here toxic. Now, I’m not going to disagree of course but, I will just say, his moment of blowing up isn’t unnatural. Choso’s not the best with his feelings, as we can see, and imagine you’re in his shoes for a moment.

How would you react to everything he was just told? Do you think you wouldn’t have blown up as he did? Especially when you consider how passionate he is about his brothers, more specifically, Yuji.

Just wanted to throw that out there! Yes, he shouldn’t have yelled the way he did but this is something that’d been building up & because he’s such an introvert (I am too ngl) it’s not unusual for him to have a sudden outburst as he did seeing as he typically keeps his thoughts and emotions inside rather than wearing them on his sleeve :)

5. Yep, I want people to understand that she herself is not perfect in anyway. The reader just gaslit the hell out of Choso & played on the fact that he believes she knew nothing about Sukuna.

NOW before y’all jump on our mc, while it is toxic & bad, she only does that for the benefit of everyone if you think about it. I said this earlier but she has learned a shitload of info in one day. With that, she’s just as stressed and tensed as Choso is atm so she uses her situation in order to manipulate Choso into telling her the truth about everything.

Think about it, she could never manipulate Gojo into telling her his truth and as said, the last thing she wanted was to go through that again, especially with someone like Choso who typically tells her everything.

Yes, yes it is bad that she did that but in a way, it was for something positive such as forcing Choso to open up to her. Not only that, it also gives her a path to reveal other things to him ^.^

6. Again, Choso didn’t exactly mean to blow up on her but he’s been tense the entire time so it was bound to happen. He’s not blaming her, he’s just upset and is unsure of how to properly express tht as we can see💀

And I think I said this to a few anons so far but, who knows the last time Choso & Sukuna interacted with one another? Given that & based on what the reader experienced, we don’t know how long ago Choso saw Sukuna be abusive to women, now Yuji on the other hand is different ofc because Choso clearly states Yuji’s current age and that kinda shows that tht abuse is ongoing.

7. When I tell you, I WAS SMILING SO HARD AS I WROTE TS. I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE making parallels so I literally went back to the chapter with Gojo & Geto just to recall what Geto said to him and then I was like “Yup, time to reuse this shit😈”

AHH I LOVE DOING THT SM UGHHH

But yesyes;

Gojo —> Reader —> Choso

It’s so perfect too ^.^

Ty for reading, mwah, ily <33

[kamiversee]

SUGURU GETO IS MY TOP FUCKING OPP THIS NIGGA GOT ME FUCKED UP ON 30 DIFFERENT LEVELS THIS SNITCH ASS NIGGA

AND this whole chapter was a HARD read i kept having to take tiktok breaks cus everything was overwhelming and makes me mad

AND AS A CHOSO GIRLIE IM CRUSHED RN 💔 LIKE COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!!!!

but on a good note

choso is so fucking HOT when he’s mad, like a bae keep on yelling me😍😍

he’s so sexy when he’s jealous and mad like let’s fuck el oh el

but yeah this chapter had me torn…

—leh💞

Yet another Kami yap session incoming!!

1. LEAVE MY NAME ALONE. HE DOES NO WRONG😤

2. i knew the tt breaks were coming😭

3. Choso is lowk hot when he’s mad idk maybe I’m just toxic😭 I mean he pmo ofc bc why are you yelling at me?🤨 but at the same time it’s like, idkkkk yell at me some more😩 im almost there-

Anyways, the next chapter is abt to rip u apart if this one had you torn ^.^