#anyway i’ve also got this whole thing about how lieutenant colonel john sheppard is john’s well crafted persona

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I just watched Miller’s Crossing and in the scene where Rodney’s telling John he’ll let the wraith feed on him to save Jeannie John is not down with that and says it’s because Rodney’s an important member of his team instead of just telling Rodney he cares about him 😭 This is not the only time he’s done that! He has a habit of trying so hard to seem clinical and weirdly detached from people whilst clearly upset over the idea of losing them at the same time. John Sheppard is truly so fascinating to me.