#anyway this is a completely avoidable issue (i couldve just done 'housing renewal' in march and agreed to live in the same place this year | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bitegore · 2 years

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this is going to sound strange, but does anyone have any resources for like. how to go from being unable to think about the future to being able to think about the future

context being: i'm still unable to convince myself i'll live past 25 (i am 21, that's getting close lmao) nor that next year is a thing that exists. i would like to stop doing that on account of it's very annoying to have to scramble to get things done at last minute every single time because i just can't bring myself to remember that the future will someday be the present and i can just. plan ahead.

#further context is that im having to scramble for housing and may need to do this next year entirely offline #because i forgot to apply for housing at college and dont have a car because i keep not feeling like there's any time left to bother gettin #a drivers license. or fix my bike.#oh *online. i cant learn online well but i cant take another gap year they'll kick me out of college #anyway this is a completely avoidable issue (i couldve just done 'housing renewal' in march and agreed to live in the same place this year #which i liked living in so i shouldve. but i felt like it 'didnt make sense' because i 'didnt know if i was coming back' which i obviously #was) and now it is a big problem #also additional; how to tell your already fed the fuck up with your bullshit family that this is a thing and you also forgot to deal with #it until last week and then didnt tell them #im gonna get yelled at.

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