#anyway yeah sorry that convo with the librarian was weird not bc hes not allowed his (wrong) anime opinions
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Half of bllb read. Sunshine nap acquired. Birds hanging outside w me if I lay still enough. It doesn't fix it, but it's enough
#franposting#this is the first time i have felt real in like. 3 days#we love to dissociate :)#i hate it i hate it i hate it#bc i get the kind where /i/ don't feel real#much more often than the one where the world feels remote#and im constantly afraid im losing my grip on my brain and reality anyway#but it is harder to be afraid youre not really a person when laying in the sun#UNFORTUNATELY. humidty means insane thunderstorm appearing out of nowhere and scaring the shit out of my napping ass#so. i will go eat food bc unfortunately i need it even when i dont feel real#and play totk. and maybe. maybe a cider. as a treat :)#anyway yeah sorry that convo with the librarian was weird not bc hes not allowed his (wrong) anime opinions#but because ive been so detached from existing for 3 days and havent had to carry on any convos#and trying to make eye contact and have a coherent thought outside of myself is. hard. when its like that
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