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sawyingthroughthewasteland · 2 years

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part of me wants to try using the polls since i have them to see if any of my followers actually are interested in my writing and to see if anyone is secretly begging me to write a new chapter or some shit but also I know if I get little to no responses I'll feel really sad and unmotivated so uh

i dunno

#anyways here's [insert fic I spent hours on that barely got any hits or kudos]#i know art shouldn't be motivated by the audience #although it should be kept in mind in its creation just #feeling limited by how i don't really draw ig #visual art is such an easy medium to share on here because BAM its there! meanwhile fanfics you gotta go to a different site and shit #maybe i should post chapters on here too or something #but like does anyone on here care?#I'm torn between feeling like I don't share enough about my OC or that I'm not communicating well enough but then on the other end like #does anyone care about my OC or should I focus more on explaining my worldbuilding for fallout #i know its probably the later because fallout is the thing that brings us all here onto this blog but #i dunno #I've spent officially a whole year working and flushing sawyer out #I've even written about multiple AUs with him in them and #why am i doing this. who's even paying attention? should i move my shit from fallout at a certain point?#my latest fic doesn't even have fallout in it #do i still post the chapters here?#anyways its 1 am and I'm tired #sorry for the rant #lots of writing blocks and frustrations on my end. needed to yell into tags for a bit

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