#anyways id be that crazy for asuka

[thisearthycat]

some ggst x animal crossing sketches :D

[gramarye]

its so crazy how japanese artists get the inherent yuri of judaiasuka and asukas crazy girl fail autism like actually im so serious. this is an old doujin but id still rather not show all of it publicly out of general respect but its truly crazy the expressions. are crazy

the whole gist of it is asuka literally trips judai up and grabs him and asks him on a date which has judai insanely confused and scared but he just goes with it and talks with manjoume about it like "idk man im confused too, maybe she invited you too ^_^''" (she didn't.)

then they go on the date and the date is just them getting draw bread and she makes him draw them and his luck SUCKS and there is like zero romance just to be clear. manjoume is watching them and asuka gives the terrible breads to him (and he is like shoujo bubbles happy about it)

then judai and asuka sit down with their not-so-bad breads and judai is like "ok really though what's with the date" n asuka's like "what do you mean what's with the date" and he's like "i mean it's WEIRD there's something up with you. why would you ask me?" and shes like oh well because i like you. and hes like. Flabbergasted. and asuka gets kinda mad at him like "wow you cannot read the mood at All" (girl what mood u were strong arming him in the cafeteria thinking its a date!!!)

its soo funny like i need people to understand... asuka autism... judai girl creature ism... its really good. this shouldve stayed in the drafts like my post shouldve

anyway. extras

[salty-dracon]

Finally finishing up Caligula 2 with autotranslations. Last time we boss rush’d everyone but QP, Machina, and Mu-kun, the first because she’s on our side, the second because he’s the enemy of our enemy and actually an ok guy driven to extremes, and the third because.... I’m not sure what’s up with him specifically. He’s gone a bit off the deep end. I’m surprised we never fought him considering there’s no junction where he could have died, as far as I know, like with Shadow Knife. We also learned that [MAJOR FUCKING PLOT TWISTS] Regret is a human girl named Sayako and Bluffman is actually her father.

(I’m just rewatching a streamer play this last section and he was like “OHHHHH” at that last reveal. He appears to struggle with the Bluffman boss fight for 25 minutes.)

Also I checked out what the “bad ending” is. It’s back in Kranke’s level, the murder hospital. You actually have a choice there on whether or not you kill Marie. If you choose to kill her, you stab her with your knife, and she thanks you with tears in her eyes as she dies. The others all mourn her death. Suddenly, she reawakens as Wicked, that crazy ass that tried to kill everyone in the first game. (God, her sprites are scary!) She reintroduces herself as Marie Mizuguchi, an Ostinato Musician, and says that both she and Amabuki are the real Marie, and the Marie they met was simply her enveloped in a dream. She says that since it’s the end of her life, she might as well have some fun, shouts out “Cosmo Dancer” for some reason, and then attacks us. We have a boss fight with her. When we defeat her, she lies dying on the ground, and says that even as she’s dying, she can say she had a pretty good time. That included with us, the new Go-Home Club, too. Since, presumably, she actually dies there, it means that Redo, which was built on her Micro Mobius, will come crashing down, which presumably means that everyone escapes. So yeah, bad ending.

Back to the main story and god ending. Bluffman confirms that Regret is a human, gets roasted by the entire Go-Home Club, screams his daughter’s name at the altar as she refuses to give him power, and then...

HOLY FUCKING SHIT BLUFFMAN JUST GOT STABBED TO DEATH BY THE SPACE CLOWN HOW MANY PLOT TWISTS CAN THIS GAME THROW AT US WHAT THE FUCK

How did we not even see this colorful-ass space clown hiding in the shadows? I mean this guy is in a fake astronaut suit covered in colorful patches. With a knife. Who keeps giving these kids knives???

It appears that Mu-kun was told that Bluffman was Thorn, and was invited to Redo by Bluffman using Thorn’s name. Thorn was the leader of the Ostinato Musicians in Mobius, and one of the main antagonists of the previous game. Mu-kun says he is an insult to Thorn and her fans, and Bluffman reveals that he just wanted to use Mu-kun as a test case, and that he was easily fooled by using Natsume Asuka’s name. Mu-kun then stabs him, leaving Bluffman to die as he says that he gave up his entire life and career for his daughter. Mu-kun restates that he does, in fact, have talent, and everyone else is wrong. The altar starts glowing- Regret has made contact.

Gin: RUN BITCHES RUUUUUN!

Anyway we ran past them. Surprised we managed to get past the SPACE CLOWN WITH A KNIFE. Bluffman calls out Sayako’s name one more time as he calls the Metaverse-Es down on him and Mu-kun, presumably absorbing them both.

We get a funny scene where Machina carries QP in the sky above the church. She says he’s changed, he says she’s changed, she says they both don’t know anything about each other... she asks for his WIRE ID... didn’t we already basically confirm that Machina is a little kid and QP is at least in her mid-twenties?

[eddiesprincess95]

6 & 8 w/ pete or Tyler :))))

Here you go love I hope you like it x

Warning: Swearing

“And your new WWE NXT woman’s champion (Y/N)!!” the ring announcer screamed into the mic.  The crowd was going wild as I held the championship belt above my head, I had tears of happiness streaming down my face.  I had beaten Asuka after a few attempts for the title and I was beyond proud of myself and it seemed as if the WWE Universe was just as proud.  I knew my best friends Tyler and Trent and my crush Pete would be backstage waiting for me and be just as proud of me, they did have a huge part in training me up.  I Was hoping Pete was there first to greet me I’ve loved him for a long time, but it was the cliché case of we were best friends and one falls in love with the other, but I knew he didn’t feel the same, why would he when I’m just his best friend and he could have any girl he wanted.  

I got backstage and immediately scooped up by Tyler, he hugged me tightly as I cried happily into his shoulder.  When he eventually let me go and put me down I was clutching the title for dear life as this still all felt like a dream that I never wanted to wake up from.  “Guys I…I did it I won the title, I beat Asuka, I can’t believe I’m the NXT Woman’s Champion!” I couldn’t contain my emotions, my eyes still leaking with tears as Trent brought me into a hug, but Pete just stood there, straight face and no emotion.  He didn’t look proud at all.  “Love, we are over the moon proud of you.  Well done bab you did amazing.  Woman’s champion, our little (Y/N)” Trent wiped a pretend tear away from him eye clearly proud.  I looked over at Pete but as soon as I did he rolled his eyes before going on his phone smiling down at it.  “Got to go guys got a phone call to make” Pete smirks walking away from us three not seeming to care.  Well that hurt, he was an asshole to people in general but to me he was always the most caring person, lovely, sweet and just a completely different person.  Yes, when we are out in public he was always in character until it was just us two or us four.  

When he walked off with that smirk on his face I knew what it meant, it was his ‘I’m away to meet a girl’ look which broke my heart, I felt like id been stabbed in the chest.  “Thank you, Trent love, I’m going to go take a shower though so ill see you two later” I tried my hardest to smile and I kissed both their cheeks before picking up my stuff and walking to the locker room.  Once I had rushed off I closed the door of the locker room behind me and slid down it not being able to contain my emotions anymore, bursting into incontrollable sobs.  

Tyler’s POV

I frowned seeing (Y/N) looking so upset, it was so obviously Pete acting the way he did that upset her and his stupid smirk and the ‘I’m away to meet a girl’ look I wanted to slap it off of him.  I sighed looking at Trent once she had gone and we nodded to each other clearly knowing what we needed to do, that was to interrogate Pete.  

We walked to the cafeteria to see Pete talking on his phone with a smile on his face causing me to roll my eyes and sigh heavily.  I knew how (Y/N) felt about Pete which hurt a little.  I liked her, and Pete didn’t seem to care about her as much as I did.  We walked up to him and Trent took his phone from him.  “OI!!! What the fuck do you think your playing at, give me my goddamn phone back now!” Pete growled furiously trying to get his phone back from Trent, but he held it away towards me, so I took it and held it away from him.  “What the hell was that Dunne?? Did you see how upset (Y/N) was when you didn’t say anything about her title win? No, you were too interested in your phone and whoever you were texting which was obviously a girl by that stupid look that you do” I shouted getting angrier and angrier, there wasn’t anyone in the cafeteria, so it was okay not that I cared anyway.  “you have no idea how lucky you are to have a girl like (Y/N) in your life loving you with all her heart and you treating her like shit when one of her biggest achievements happens to her you are a prick Pete that girl deserves better than you!!” I had just blurted out her secret to the one person she didn’t want to know but I couldn’t control my anger anymore.  “why are you so angry Tyler Jesus man are you jealous or something??” Pete rolled his eyes huffing like usual.  I growled and leaned over trying to swing for him, but Trent kept me held back so I walked off not saying a word.  

Pete’s POV

I was really harsh on her, I never said a word, didn’t go near her I just rolled my eyes and went on my phone I wasn’t even talking to anyone never mind some girl, the only girl I wanted to talk to was (Y/N).  I couldn’t though, as soon as she came backstage Tyler just had to be all over her it pissed me off big time, it still does now thinking about it.  I mean I was in love with her and clearly so was he but still he didn’t have to get that mad honestly.  I had been so stupid I clearly saw all the hurt in her face before I walked away, and it killed me.  Trent was looking at me shaking his head in disappointment “you really fucked up Pete I’ve never seen Tyler so angry mate how could you make her so upset she was looking to go right to you when she came backstage” “I wasn’t thinking Trent for fuck sake, I wanted to be the first one to see her when she came through the curtain but Tyler fuckin beat me to it and it annoyed me I know he likes her but…” “holy shit your in love, id never thought id see the day the Pete Dunne in love, with his best friend as well this is a first.”  Trent interrupted me and chuckled as he crossed his arms.  “I know, I know shut up.  She’s better with Tyler okay? I’m not good enough for her.” I sighed looking down at my lap.  Trent sighed and got up “just tell her mate, you never know what might happen” and with that I was left in the cafeteria with my thoughts.

(Y/N) s POV

I had just finished my shower and got dressed into some comfy clothes not really caring.  I just wanted to go back to the hotel and get in bed, put on a sad movie and cry over some ice cream.  The pain in my chest was dulling slowly but it still felt like I was being stabbed.  Stupid me for falling for my best friend, he could have any girl he wanted why the hell would he want me? I walked out the locker room carrying my stuff when I bumped into someone.  When I looked up the frown on my face became more prominent.  “oh, sorry Pete, come to give me more of the silent treatment and talk to your girlfriend on your phone?” I looked down at the floor not rally wanting to look at him, my heart already hurt enough.  “(Y/N), I’m so, so sorry love for earlier, look I was a dick to you for how I acted when you came backstage with your newly won title.  You know I’ve never been good with words especially when it comes to you, when you came backstage and Tyler was right there hugging you tightly with your legs wrapped round his waist as you cried with happiness I got jealous I may not be the type of guy to do that but it was supposed to be me that you did that with, I was supposed to be the one holding you tightly whispering how proud of you I was.  I love you (Y/N) more than anything, I’m not afraid of telling you now” Pete took both my hands in his pulling me into a hug and resting his forehead against mine.  “I am so proud of you love as Trent put it over the moon proud you’ve deserved this for a long time and if you still want me I want to ask, will you be mine??” he blushed which I found adorable and I chuckled softly nodding my head.  “More than anything Pete, I’d love to be yours.”  He smiled the most beautiful, amazing smile that he only showed around me and crashed his lips against mine, all I could feel was the butterflies going crazy in my stomach.  If this was a dream never wake me up.  

[quirkcounselor-asuka]

[Case number: OP-0090126-337 Examination recording number: 1 Physician/Psychiatrist: Asuka, Ayumu Recording date: Thursday, October 24th Recording time: 6:00 pm]  @ua-todoroki 

[It takes an especially long time to process Todoroki into the building. He's registered in and a number of people bustle him around, getting signatures, fingerprints, pictures for his ID card. It's a rather homey building, comfortable and soft in a way more reminiscent of a retirement home than a counseling building. Eventually, he's brought into a cushy little room, lined with couches and other furniture.

Barely seconds after he's brought in, Ayumu hurries inside, closing the door quickly behind them.]

AYUMU: Todoroki-kuuuun!! It is very nice to meet you, yes, please get seated and we can get started in a second!

[Shouto's underwater through it all.

He doesn't really hear what he's being told. It gets muddled and lost. He mindlessly does what he thinks he has to, goes where he guesses he's supposed to. His slowness isn't thoughtful, it's the opposite. He can't think and it's making everything worse, like the waters found a way into his head somehow.

Eventually, he's finally somewhere that feels more... solid. Or maybe he was told it was. He's not sure. His head slowly perks up at the sound of a new voice and he looks around for a seat, eventually pulling the closest one closer and sitting.]

SHOUTO: ...

[Finding a desk, Ayumu sets down a small stack of papers they were holding, huffing and sighing with curious delight as they attempt to straighten them for a moment. Then, seeming to decide that they're bored of that, they spin around to look at Todoroki.]

AYUMU: Hello! I'll be your main counselor here, my name is Ayumu Asuka, you can call me - well, whatever you like! I don't really care. This experience, all of this, is about you and what you want. You're pretty much the boss here, okay? I'm just here to be your guide during this journey!

[They sit down on a chair, drawing it closer to Todoroki and smiling brightly.] 

AYUMU: Do you have any questions? For me, about me and my work, maybe about the process? Or anything, you can ask about the sky if you really want to.. Up to you! Today's more an introductionary day, anyway, so~

[He watches and listens with a blank expression and dull eyes, not able to bring himself to actually care about what they're saying or doing.]

SHOUTO: ... I don't know. [He shrugs.] Barely know what's happening.

AYUMU: Oh! This is your first day of your villain preventation course! It's a form of rehabilitation but, like, before you're convicted of any crimes, pretty much.

[They smile at him for a moment.]

AYUMU: Do you know what day it is? Are you aware of who and where you are?

SHOUTO: ... Great... [He mumbles, dropping his head.] Yeah.

AYUMU: [A small nod.] You weren't looking forward to this day, I take it.

SHOUTO: Why would I.

AYUMU: It doesn't have to be a negative experience, Todoroki-kun. It's an opportunity to change and learn, that could be a very good thing!

SHOUTO: It's villain rehabilitation. [He snaps.] Do you know who my father is.

AYUMU: [A blink.] Of course I do...?

SHOUTO: He's going to kill me for this.

AYUMU: [A tilt of their head.] Literally or figuratively?

SHOUTO: ... [He drops his head further.]

AYUMU: ...? [They wait patiently for a moment.]

SHOUTO: ... I don't know.

AYUMU: If you're in danger, you can be protected...

SHOUTO: N-no... [He shakes his head.] No it's fine...

AYUMU: Hmmm... [They lean back to retrieve some of their papers from their desk.] Does asking for help scare you?

SHOUTO: [He shrugs.] ...

AYUMU: Well, you're obviously scared of something. Your father, obviously... [They drop the papers into their lap.] If you want to talk about him, we can. Or we can move on!

SHOUTO: [Another shrug.] ...

AYUMU: [They smile vaguely.] Mmmmmhm...

AYUMU: ... Do you consider your father to be the worst person in your life?

SHOUTO: Yes.

AYUMU: Worse than any villain?

SHOUTO: ... Yes.

AYUMU: [They sit back, almost looking impressed.] Huh...

SHOUTO: What.

AYUMU: Have you interacted with a lot of villains before? I know you've been involved in a few cases, as a hero, as... et cetera...

SHOUTO: Yes. I have. ...

AYUMU: Any of them make a lasting impression?

SHOUTO: ... Yeah.

AYUMU: ... Like?

SHOUTO:  ... [He thinks for a moment.] Um... there's one.

AYUMU: Yes...? [After a second.] Oh, you don't have to name names if that makes you more comfortable!

SHOUTO: ... It's fine.. he.. [He shrinks.] He's targeted me.. directly... for a while... it's not really....

AYUMU: ... Not really what?

SHOUTO: I don't know... public... part of my job...

AYUMU: ... What does that mean? I'm a little confused...

SHOUTO: ... He's been stalking and harrassing me.

AYUMU: [They frown at that.] Oh... That's terrible...

SHOUTO: .. It's been going on for a long time.

AYUMU: About how long?

SHOUTO: ... Months. I don't know. At least six or seven. Maybe more. Can't remember.

AYUMU: [A sad nod.] That's really terrible... I'm so sorry.

SHOUTO: It's fine.

AYUMU: ... Is that the worst of it, then? This villian and your father?

SHOUTO: ... What do you mean..

AYUMU: I mean, when you think of the evil you've encountered in your life, would you think of those two especially? Have they made the biggest impact on you?

SHOUTO: ... Yeah.

AYUMU: And have you ever felt like you've... changed?  Perhaps after everything that's happened to you... Do you ever feel like you’ve been affected in ways you can't really stop?

SHOUTO: ... [He nods, slowly at first.] Yes...

AYUMU: Like how? No judgements...

SHOUTO: ... I'm a sex addicted maniac.

AYUMU: Maniac? That's an interesting word to call yourself...

SHOUTO: Is it.

AYUMU: Why do you use it?

SHOUTO: Because it's what I am.

AYUMU: [They pout at him a little.] 'Maniac' implies you're out of control, all over the place... Is that how you feel?

SHOUTO: Yes.

AYUMU: Would you say that's why you're here?

SHOUTO: Yeah.

AYUMU: I see! [They nod thoughtfully.] Have you ever thought violently on top of that? Or acted out on violent thoughts you've had?

SHOUTO: Why do you think I'm here.

AYUMU: [They grin cheekily at him.] I think you're here because someone made you be here. And because you're a sex-addicted maniac, apparently. You can be crazy about sex without being crazy about violence, can't you?

SHOUTO: [He shrugs.]

AYUMU: So would you consider yourself addicted to violence? Or no? Maybe it's more a means to a end, or maybe... [They gesture a little.] More of a guilty pleasure, something that feels almost as good as sex. Any of these sound close?

SHOUTO: ... Yeah. Kind of.

AYUMU: Which one?

SHOUTO: The last one... I guess.

AYUMU: Reeeeally? Huh... [They nod thoughtfully.] Is that why you want to be a hero? Because you still want to be, right?

SHOUTO: I do. But that's not why.

AYUMU: Oh, good! Well, I'm glad that's not the reason, haha. Why do you want to be a hero?

SHOUTO: [He shrugs. Again.] Because I can't see myself doing anything else.

AYUMU: Sooo.... it's not that you want to be, it's that you feel you have to be?

SHOUTO: I guess.

AYUMU: Hmmm... [Crossing their legs, they start going through the papers on their lap.] What feels better to you, saving people or sex?

SHOUTO: .. Um. [He knows the answer.] ... I... uh..

AYUMU: [They smile a little knowingly but otherwise stay silent, letting him fumble.]

SHOUTO: ... I don't.. know. [He looks away.]

AYUMU: Of course... [They nod a little.] Must be hard, confusing.... you're obviously dealing with a lot...

SHOUTO: ... Yeah...

AYUMU: You're not alone in this, okay? [They smile.] I promise. There are plenty of heroes with bad thoughts or impulses, or have even done some wrong in their life. But that doesn't mean they can't change. Do you want to stay like this forever?

SHOUTO: [He grits his teeth.] No. I don't.

AYUMU: [They go :O] ... Then don't you think maybe it's not the worst thing in the world that you're here? Besides the dad thing, I mean.

SHOUTO: I shouldn't have to be here.

AYUMU: What would you rather?

SHOUTO: I'd rather be fine on my own.

AYUMU: Yeah, I bet we all would rather that, huh? But on your own, well, you're some sort of maniac, so...

SHOUTO: ... [He sighs. >:/]

AYUMU: [>:3] I'm just saying, you're here for a reason. You might have had reasons for doing what you did, really good ones, but you still did it and that's what landed you here. I don't really know if you get that?

SHOUTO: I get why I'm here.

AYUMU: [They just pout at him in response.] Then why be so difficult?

SHOUTO: Because I don't want to be.

AYUMU: Huuuh... That's just going to keep you in a place like this longer...

SHOUTO: I can get better anyways.

AYUMU: Oh, so you actually plan to? Get better?

SHOUTO: Yes?

AYUMU: Well! That's a relief to hear! [They clap once.] Sometimes it's hard to tell with you what you're thinking and feeling. You're very closed off. Have you been like that your whole life?

SHOUTO: ... Yeah.

AYUMU: Why, do you think? Does it feel safer?

SHOUTO: I guess.

AYUMU: Is there anyone you've ever really opened up to...? Maybe in your past or maybe one of your friends?

SHOUTO: Kind of. [He shrugs.] Not a lot.

AYUMU: Would you rather it be a different way? Or are you more... content with this sort of arrangement?

SHOUTO: I don't know. I guess I wish I could.

AYUMU: [They smile softly at that, tilting their head a little.] Why don't you try a little? Maybe you can reach out to someone in your life, tell them a little more about yourself? It doesn't have to be about the bad things...

SHOUTO: I don't know what I'd say.

AYUMU: Well, what do you like?

SHOUTO: Um... [He blinks.] Sex. ... [He looks away, knowing that shouldn't have been the first thing out of his mouth.] I read sometimes.

AYUMU: [They try (and fail) to suppress a little giggle.] Of course... What do you like to read?

SHOUTO: Manga, when I can get it.. Books are good, too...

AYUMU: Oh? Maybe you can reach out to your classmates, see what they like to read? That could be a good conversation starter...

SHOUTO: Maybe.

AYUMU: Or maybe something else... Anything else. Even sex, if you wanna start with that, if that's easier for you... [They nod.] I think to start you really need to learn to reconnect with the things around you. With people, good people, with society... You know! Get more of a sense of what's normal for people...

SHOUTO: ... Yeah. [He looks down, suddenly sad.] I've never connected with people well, though.

AYUMU: ... No? [Expression falling, they look at him for a moment, trying to think a way past his predicament.]... What about your classmates?

SHOUTO: [He shrugs.] Not really. I mean. I guess. Sort of.... but it's never really felt... I dunno. Real.

AYUMU: Really? What would make it feel real to you, then...? Do you know?

SHOUTO: ... No.

AYUMU: ... I see...

SHOUTO: ... I have... a friend.. um... he's kind of like me, I guess. Maybe that's the closest.

AYUMU: Oh? Wanna tell me about him?

SHOUTO: ... I dunno. He's been missing. [He frowns.] He's not really like me at all. I guess he just gets it.

SHOUTO: [:(... Frowning now, they nod in understanding.] ... Well... that makes sense, then. It helps when they understand what you've been through, right?

AYUMU: ... Yeah.

SHOUTO: Well... You have group therapy next... [They look at his schedule.] With a bunch of people your age who are dealing with some of the same things... Maybe you can reach out to them if you can't reach out to your classmates?

SHOUTO: [He shrugs.] Maybe.

AYUMU: Good... I'd really like you to. [They perk up, a childish happiness on their face.] Next time I see you, I want you to be able to tell me about a new friend you made! That's your homework for the week, okay?

SHOUTO: ... Okay.

AYUMU: I also want you to write down any violent or "villainous" thoughts you might have during the week... Maybe about your father or that villain you mentioned, or any bad instances that stick out. We'll talk about that. Try and find some positive thoughts or experiences for every villainous one, ones that you can connect more to being "heroic"! We'll go over all that next time. Sound good?

SHOUTO: ... Yeah.

AYUMU: Good! If you do them both, you'll get a nice reward! [They wink.] Otherwise, I'm sending you off to group, now... Unless you have any questions about today? Any of the things we talked about?

SHOUTO: ... No, I don't... [He starts to stand.]

AYUMU: [They stand with him, smiling to themselves.] Good! Then I'll be seeing you soon, Shouto-kun~ [They give him a little pat on the head, ruffling his hair around.]

SHOUTO: Yeah. [He gives a forced smile at the pat and then steps away to leave.]

AYUMU: [Satisfied with that, they start to return to their desk.] Don't forget everything I've said, Shouto-kun! Good luck!