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change-the-rules · 4 months

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welp looks like after a decade of resistance and trying to do his own thing my sisters bf has decided to follow his family's footsteps and join the nypd

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so I guess I really do need to fix my stupid mental fucking health to fully support myself+ bc she wants kids and like fuck am I going to leave my future nibblings without a place to escape which now torpedoes my life fallback plan of live in sister's basement half my life problems stem from being raised by a fucking nypd cop

#i dont have the energy for this #as my father so 'helpfully' 'pointed out' i live day to day woth no plan fpr the future #which to be fair is me doing my best at this current moment but whatever #thats besides the point he fucked us up so so badly #and at least (but probably more) 65% of it i can directily attributed to his cop training #im terrified and i really dont think i can do this #bc ive literal been trying and failing my whole fucking life #but can i even live with myself if i dont fucking try again?#also i literally Just made peace with and felt comfortable around this kid for the first time in 10 yrs and he pulls this shit

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