#aspen ft akira

[fcundaticnsofdecay]

@exsanguinatc sent ✉ for annika, aspen & graham

annika & kaidan

unsent: you've always said that you aren't too good for me baby but i don't think you realize how you are. you're my whole world.

unsent: sometimes when i hear the way your fans talk about me it makes me think i've ruined you

unsent: today when i went shopping i got cornered by some wanna be influencer asking me if you were dating me because i knew how to give a good hummer...i wanted to slap him but stopped myself.

unsent: i'm so scared that one day you'll wake up and realize that this was a mistake

unsent: i know i haven't told you this but i want it all with you. the stupid picket fence and the kids, the wedding with me in some insane white poofy dress.

sent: were you serious about us buying a new place? i thought i could just move into yours?

aspen & akira

unsent: i'm seriously starting to wonder if i should keep coming around. i feel like i'm losing my sanity.

unsent: you want me to be scared of you but i know it's only because you are scared of me, of what i'm causing you to feel.

unsent: my friends are starting to notice that there is something different about me. how i'm sleeping during the day and i'm constantly up at night. they keep asking questions i don't know how to answer.

unsent: the truth is i don't know if i'm going to be able to survive you but i don't know if you are going to survive me either

unsent: i found myself constantly tracing the bitemarks on my thigh. you distract me, even when you aren't around.

sent: seriously? i told you that i can't attend whatever party you are throwing so stop sending those dresses to my apartment or i swear i'm going to throw something at you.

graham & sunday

unsent: you have no idea what kind of pain you've inflicted on me. you probably never thought about me after that night.

unsent: i kept wanting to punish you and for decades that meant only signaling out pretty blondes who reminded me of you. i've killed you countless times over and over again but it never helped.

unsent: why bother with any of this? why make me into what i am and then just leave?

unsent: i'm stuck, i'm so fucking stuck. i know i can skip town and let decades pass but i keep coming back.

unsent: i saw you flirting with that guy at the bar. was he a meal or someone to make me jealous?

unsent: if you think you aren't going to give me answers and can keep avoiding me, you aren't as smart as i remember you being.

[kiillmeromantically]

@exsanguinatc sent: # (for Annika and Kaidan, Aiyla and Everett, and Aspen and Akira)

from: here (still accepting)

Kaiden:

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone: goofball ❤️

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone: (x)

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone: her phone is always on vibrate. literally always. unless he steals it to change the ringtone, it's on vibrate!

my muses last text to your muse: wanted to wish you luck babe! kick ass tonight! wish i could be there but my flight has been delayed. i'll be waiting for you at home with a bottle of champagne and a nice hot bath!!!

Aiyla:

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone: angel

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone: (x)

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone: the generic ringtone that came with the phone. he's honestly too lazy to change it.

my muses last text to your muse: i'm starting to think that i'm going to end up moving into your place if this keeps up. i'm swinging by and i'm bringing you donuts because i'm starved and you deserve to have something sweet for once.

Akira

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone: Drama Queen

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone: (x)

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone: redeemer (admiral's arms)

my muses last text to your muse: ....are you going to explain why i came home to find brand new furniture in my home and black out curtains? because this was not discussed and how the hell did you even get in???

[exsanguinatc]

closed for @fcundaticnsofdecay continued from here

Whatever protest she may have made in response to him simply tearing his way to her was lost on him. He wouldn't have cared if he'd processed it anyway, but the haze of being blooddrunk was beginning to set in. Paired with the rush of lust that he could finally indulge after months of their particular brand of cat and mouse, and the control that he'd honed over centuries and sometimes did choose to make use of when it suited him was nowhere to be found. It'd be a miracle if any of Aspen's clothing survived the encounter. Someone could bring her a shirt from the merch booth if he was feeling generous. Aspen would look better wearing something branded with his name and face anyway. A tangible expression of her obsession with him. Maybe seeing it would make his obsession with her easier to acknowledge. But that was a problem for another day, a problem far from his mind as Aspen was putting at his hair and confessing that she wanted him and anything and everything. "Fucking greedy," he mumbled, not even bothering to pull his mouth away from where it was pressed against her. Not that he was any better. No, he was worse. Even now, it was clear in the way he was feasting on her like a man starved. Akira had always been a greedy, demanding thing. Immortality and fame had only made it worse. He wanted everything from her, too, everything that she had to give and everything that he could take. "You want everything?" He pulled back abruptly and pressed two fingers inside of her without warning, groaning at how tight and fucking warm she was around them. He wanted to see her squirm and scream. She deserved to be undone the way that she undid him. There was no room for teasing and drawing this out now. Opportunities for that would come later. Now, he just needed to see her break. This mortal should've been inconsequential like all the others, but she was under his skin, and finding his way inside of Aspen was the closest he could get to getting under hers. "I bet that's what you've always wanted, isn't it?" He taunted, his voice a feral rasp. "I want to know what it's like. Show me what it's like, Akira." He continued mocking her as he pulled his fingers out to the tip and thrust them back in over and over. "But I bet this," he punctuated the word with a particularly sharp thrust of his fingers and his thumb pressing against her clit. "I bet this is what you really wanted, isn't it?" He reached up to grab her chin, forcing her to look at him. His jaw clenched. God, she was so pretty. He wanted to tear her apart. All he could think about was dragging her down with him, dragging her down to the world of the unholy. "Don't worry. I can do both." Holding her head in place so she could watch, he turned his head to the side for a fresh bite nearly in the crease of her thigh and moaned while he drew a mouthful of her blood in. Refraining from swallowing it was almost painful. She tasted too good. So, he was quick to rise up on her knees and squeeze Aspen's jaw until it opened enough for him to spit into her mouth. There was a sick kind of wonder in his eyes as he watched the combination of her blood and slick and his saliva drip over his tongue, crooking his fingers inside of her at the same time to find the spot that he had half a mind to abuse until she couldn't breath. "Swallow it." He commanded. Nothing in the world could've been more captivating than watching her accept the depraved union of them that he'd offered. "Show me you can take it."

[blccdyvalentine]

status: closed

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with: @exsanguinatc​

deep down she knew that he was playing some kind of twisted game. the way that he spoke to his whole demeanor let her know he was trouble. granted she had figured that out within mere seconds after he had saved her. she was just doing her best to keep up with him and hoped that she was managing. it had been a very long time since she had verbally sparred with anyone. most of her days were spent buried in books and doing research. the one night she had finally decided to venture out it had turned out in a way she never saw coming,” or maybe i play it smart.” she doubted he would see it her way but that barely mattered. at the very least it didn’t matter to her right then. 

“i didn’t need to read that deeply into your music,” she explained, doubting he’d care,” i was curious about your music and it’s because of the research that i have been doing for years that i  knew about this place  so as much as you like to assume that i’ve been salivating over you i’m afraid you’re wrong.” there was something obviously intriguing about him but she wasn’t one of the many that threw themselves at him. when she had googled him she remembered the many dedicated fan sites. there were countless men and women who claimed that they loved him and would do literally anything. she let out an small sigh at his expression,” don’t pretend that anything i do or say has any actual impact on you at all.” 

she shook her head at the fact that he seemed to want to insist that he was incapable of feeling sentiment. her nerves were still there but she forced herself to swallow them back down,” so you have nothing from your past? not a single memento of any kind?” it was clear to her that she was bothering him by insisting that he had to have such an emotion. that he was capable of it when he insisted that he wasn’t. she wasn’t even sure why they were still talking when he could easily find someone more entertaining,” why does it matter to you if i believe that you are incapable or capable of feeling sentiment?”

part of her almost forgot what it was like to breathe properly. she knew that she should be scared given what was happening. the fact that he seemed so fixated on the blood oozing from her lip. her hand was still in his grasp even after he had licked it clean.  his skin was cold to the touch, more so in comparison to her own. his mouth still lingered against her hand and his words were practically a coo. he dropped her hand abruptly and she remained pressed against the wall,” all of the people in the world and yet here you stand.” she forced herself to take a step forward, her hand shot out to grasp at his wrist,” i want one night.” the words were out of her mouth before she could actually think,” i want you to show me what it’s like.” 

[kiillmeromantically]

status: closed

continued from: this

with: @exsanguinatc​

maybe she had lost her mind but there was no taking it back. whatever it was that was brewing between them was something that even she hadn’t expected. she knew how akira viewed humans given what she had witnessed and read. yet he had treated her differently even though he claimed that she was nothing to him. she knew that she was right in her assumptions given the fact that he was reacting the way that he was. never before would she have been so brazen to tug at his hair. she knew that he was so used to having someone under his thrall but at that moment something told her that she had wormed her way under his skin. it was clear to her from the look in his eyes as the space seemed to close between them. 

of course since she had begun to study the paranormal she was curious. though the moment she had stumbled upon that long forgotten journal it had turned that curious nature into something different. never had she thought when she had been pouring over the words that she would find herself so entangled with him. that she would find herself asking to know what it was like to be him but she didn’t care about the fame that he sought. she knew that there was so much more to him than the part that he played. maybe that was why she kept coming around whenever he asked or even bought the tickets to see him perform. her stomach was in knots as she heard him questioning her once more. 

his tone was less threatening than it had been before. her teeth captured on her lip, staring at him intently,” isn’t that what you have threatened to do?” his hand had slid to rest against the side of her neck. she wondered when the last time someone had been so close to him and had been able to walk away with their life. her breath hitched once more as his single digit dragged right along her jugular as he continued to speak. something had shifted and it was evident to her but she knew it might not have been obvious to others. her own fingers reached to push his hair away from his face so she could look him in the eye,” i know,” she finally said after a few moments,” we both know that if you truly wanted to kill me you would have done it that night or any of those other nights i’ve seen you.” 

though what came from him next made her eyes widen. did he truly believe that she would give him her life? that she would ask him to end it? she almost wanted to pull away but she knew that it would be pointless. she almost didn’t know how to process what he was telling her,” do you truly believe i’ll offer myself to you?” a small gasp came from her as his head dipped down and he nipped at her neck playfully. though her hand came to shove at his shoulder the moment she heard his words,” don’t you get tired of insulting my intelligence when we both know i’m smarter than most of the people that you have kept circled around you?” she forced herself to inhale sharply,” don’t you dare take too much if you are really going to want a taste,” she finally relented,” i don’t need to be light headed trying to catch a taxi.” she honestly wasn’t entirely sure what she had gotten herself into yet again. 

[blccdyvalentine]

@exsanguinatc​ sent:  “ i didn’t like seeing you with them.” 

shippy memes(still accepting)

aspen had nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard his voice. only because she hadn’t even realized that he was there. she never knew when he was just going to show up. he tended to come and go whenever and she had learned to deal with it. however that night was different since she had actually met up with an old friend. they had gone to dinner and he had watched her walk up to her building. she had literally stepped into the lobby of her building and realized that akira was leaning against the wall near the mailboxes. for once he wasn’t smirking at her and instead actually looked annoyed.

at first his words didn’t make sense since she realized he was looking out the door. more importantly he was looking at her friend’s car which was driving away. she glanced back at him with her eye brows raised,” what?” she knew that she had heard him perfectly but she was in disbelief. after all he always pointed out that she wasn’t special to him. that he had thousands of adoring fans that would literally die for him. he just liked to push her buttons and that was pretty much it. she was shaking her head in disbelief as she made her way towards the elevator, knowing he’d follow. 

only after they were inside her apartment did she turn to face him,” it wasn’t a date,” she said after a few moments passed,” but i don’t get why you even care since as you have pointed out before i’m nothing to you.” she dared to take a few steps towards him, invading his space like he always seemed to enjoy doing to her,” unless that was just bullshit.” both of her hands went to her hips and there was an expectant look on her face,” so was it? bullshit?” 

[exsanguinatc]

closed starter for: @lcveiimpaiired​

He drummed his fingers on the vanity before him, black nails clicking sharply while he waited for her to be brought to him. It shouldn’t have been a surprise to see her there, neither should the way that he’d managed to zero in on her presence in the midst of the massive crowd that had come to see his band perform in public for the first time. The rest of them had gone off to some afterparty somewhere. Maybe he’d grace it with an appearance later. He’d been too busy telling the band’s manager to find Aspen and deliver her to the dressing room. He probably thought she was just someone he wanted for a meal, not someone he kept finding himself pulled to and pulling to him over and over again. Akira really didn’t care if that was the case. There were times when he still did want to make her a meal. Whether it was how enticing she smelled or how infuriating the things she made him feel were, there were plenty of reasons to do it. In fact, he hadn’t completely ruled it out that night, still turning the thought over in his mind when he heard the door open. “Leave,” he drawled out without turning around, knowing full well that his manager would get the idea. After sitting in silence for a few moments, he stood and turned to face the bane of his existence, who he couldn’t seem to stay away from. And yes, he wanted to bite her. He always wanted to bite her, but the way she’d dressed up for the show was really something else. “I hope you at least enjoyed the show. You must’ve paid a lot for that ticket just so you could stalk me all the way over here.”

[exsanguinatc]

blccdyvalentine said:  👔 - Aspen & Akira

Akira couldn’t help himself. He had to poke her. He had to poke and poke and poke because sometimes, she would poke back. Sometimes she would play with him, and he was so desperate to play. She was fun when she wanted to be, or just when she’d been provoked enough to lose her cool. Nobody else ever gave him what he wanted. Too much bowing and scraping and whimpering about their obsession with him. That was fine. It was fun, but it got boring after a while. All of it was hollow anyway, but Aspen’s irritation with him when he’d pushed too far was entirely genuine, just as it was now when she caught him off guard by snatching his collar and dragging him down to her level.

And it made him smile. It was mischievous and greedy for more, especially when he noticed how close he was to her throat. His eyes flicked between that tempting, thrumming vein and her pretty little face before eventually settling on the latter. “What’s this for?” He teased, bending down further to get closer to the face he was staring into. That smile very quickly turned into a smirk. “Did you just get tired of me being so far away? Well, I’m here now. You’ve got me. What are you going to do with me?” He was practically bouncing up and down in anticipation of her answer. “Come on, don’t keep me waiting.”

@blccdyvalentine​ . nonverbal rp starters (accepting)