#aurgh. i need to process all this somehow idk how to put it in words sorry | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

daz4i · 1 year

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me last month seeing the elevator falling and the implication dazai might die: lol. lmao even

me this month seeing him drag his bloody broken feet until he can’t move anymore and telling fyodor he’s tired of being in pain and asking for a break from it etc:

#i knew he wasn't going to die. i didn't even expect him to get too badly hurt.#but seeing him like this... i think it's about how he lacks control here at this point. when he always makes sure to have at least some #it's also way more Real like there is actual danger in it #ik i said last week i don't think dazai will die but with the way sigma talked abt him it almost felt like it might happen-#but that'd be too sad. and again i don't think he will. the fact it's chuuya coming to finish the job gives me a lot of hope #it's also just sad to see him suffer so much in a sacrificial way. usually his self inflicted pain is... not helpful to say the least #aurgh. i need to process all this somehow idk how to put it in words sorry #bsd spoilers

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