#axel answers// abi

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

I was just doing my nightly routine of “sad emo depressed “you can’t fix a broken heart”🖤🥀” music so I can sleep like a new born baby

Me after my “sad emo depressed “you can’t fix a broken heart”🖤🥀” music

And then it occurred to me that these two songs are so insanely Y/N and Megumi coded I feel the need to explain it right now.

I just threw out the love of my dreams - weezer:

This is Y/Ns literal anthem idec. Sure to me when I just listen to the song I typically feel like it’s more about a breakup since it says “I just threw out the love of my dreams” and “want for him to stay” as in hes leaving bc they aren’t tgth anymore but flip it and reverse it and you get a whole new meaning, if you focus on different words. The first line imma focus on is “never before have I felt this way” well we know that for a fact Why Enn(Y/N I’ll do anything but call Y/N Y/N these days‼️)is literally emotionally constipated like she’s unable to work out why they feels the way they do because they’ve never felt that way before about anyone, esp someone they’re meant to hate. And let’s go back a little to the start of the song when it says “I’m so tall can’t get over me I’m so low can’t get under me” and “I must be made of steel” they also really represent Why Enn and again, they’ve been emotionally inept thus far, they’re a stubborn person and they stand their ground, people can’t move them yk? And then the “for I just threw out the love of my dreams” if we take this in a new light, look at it differently, Why Enn knows deep down they like megumi but they refuse to admit this fact and that’s leading to complications in their current relationship which could COULD ultimately wedge a gap between them. Also the “even though my love is a world a way” is kinda megumi coded bc Why Enn be so delusion I think they be living on planet zog Gaddamn🙏😭

I don’t smoke - Mitski

Again, the meaning of this song is absolutely not this, but idk music is music and I’d be damned if it wasn’t up for interpretation. Anyway this song is the EPITOME of megumi for many reasons, first the most obvious part of the song “if you need to be mean be mean to me” this is megumi coded bc he literally didn’t care WHAT Why Enn did to him so long as they acknowledged him, he also just wanted to help them the best he could. Another part of this song is “being with you makes the flame burn good” again, so megumi, bc as I already mentioned he would do anything at one point so long as they acknowledge him. Another line, tbh all of them show the same thing bc that’s kinda what the song is about “you can lean on my arm as you break my heart” again, being told by the “love of your life” (quotes bc at this point it wasn’t set in stone) to not play a joke on them is pretty painful but he still took it and literally bounced back yk like a king🙏🙏

Okay anyway i think this should be more of a message to me bc instead of putting this much analysis into a song why don’t i do this for my literature revision‼️‼️🤣🤣🤣🙁 sorry for the long ask I needed to get this out into the world (or onto smth just out of my head)

BAE BAE BAE BAE COLLAPSES TO MY KNEES AND HAS A HEART ATTACK OH MY GODDDD UR FUCKING MIND????? THE WAY THESE R SO ACCURATE ??? i adore u . i adore when people psychoanalyze and assign characters or situations songs i’m going to eat ur brain . i was hyped and nodding and agreeing the whole time i was reading this… thank u…

[starzfield]

which muse is the easiest to write? 

Tricky question. It may be Duncan simply because the more I write a muse, the easiest it become to write them. But Lukan is either second or top too, because he's a character who existed in my mind for a very long time.

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which muse is most likely to go to jail? 

Lol, a bunch. Blaize because he's a killer, obviously. Duncan for his past crimes or because he's going to punch an asshole. Definitely Léo if a jail could contain him. Fi did actually do accidental crimes that got her nearly arrested... And Vincent did some dumb teenagers crimes yaknow.

which muse would be the best parent?

Ok easy one, hand down Lukan. Aby, Reina, Keith, William and Zephyr would be good parents. Duncan too, despite truly not thinking he should be one. Léo would ironically be an ok parent, past the evil villain thing.

which muse is, physically, the strongest?

If we speak physically, without magic involved... Jason, probably. He trained his whole life as a Hell's general after all. Keith, Reina, Niel and Zephyr are all very strong. Duncan and William are strong. And Lukan and Cal are strong when respectively as werewolf or possessed.

what would your muses be the deities of?

Omfg I love this one. Will give several options. Léo : Ice/Revenge | Duncan : Redemption | Fi : Fun | Axel : Sing/Song Niel : Time | Seth : duality/disguise | Gabriel : Lies Erik : entertainement | Blaize : Death | Reina : Dance Zephyr : patience/loyalty | Lukan : Healing/moon/wolf Keith : souls/strength/will | Vincent : thunder/ressentment Tora : fire/hope/determination | lola : kindness/innocence | Aby : ocean/water/change | Jason : leaving/regret William : difference/protection/help | Cal : failure/resignation

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

NEW THEME IM BACKFLIPPING??????

IFS SO GOOD??? UGH YUM

EHEHEHE THANK U BAEEEEE

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Ahaha yeah frick Valentine’s Day

Looks at my username awkwardly

So I might love it (which is stupid bc I literally hate commercialism and like Valentine’s Day is the EPITOME of it..but I like my life as a paradox..)

valentine’s day is cute i’m just a hater fr

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

I’m actually unwell and I didn’t comment on yesterday days chapter bc I needed TIME!!!!!!! to process and recollect myself. Anyway,

Axel, please sleep with one eye open, lock all your windows and doors. Board and block them off.

Yours sincerely,

Abi😉 xoxox

erm… wat i do why am i being threatened 😞😒💔

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Looks around sweating and shaking urrrrm!

Okay Inumaki literally cleared the floor…had Y/N GAGGED. Gaddamn. Had me gagged even.

Idek what to say but like idk why reading y/n talking in the gc filled me wrong rave bc like what were you even mad abt atp like actually you guys found out the guy you liked and the guy you like are the same person…now me personally i would be somersaulting over the moon on GOD. But okay…if you wanna be like that..

Anyway gonna be crying till tmr xx

NAH DEAD ASS LIKE WHAT EVEN WASSS YN MAD ABOUT ??? (i ask like i’m not the writer and can’t just make smth up.)

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

I JUST SILENT SCREAMED

SILENT SCREAMINF WIYH U!!!

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

The tip riding anon was too real bro on god sameee😭🙏

The way I have responsibilities to be doing rn and instead I’m waiting around for the final chapter so I can cry

why can’t we use other words to describe our waiting for the chapter 😞💔

I HOPE U DID UR RESPONSIBILITIES BY NOW

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

“wat I do”

Hmmm HMMMMM idk maybe this!

Axel you will forever be responsible for BREAKING MY HEART!!!!

Anyway how’s everyone feeling…last chapter today..

Anyway my hot water bottle literally is burning me alive it’s that hot 🙏🙏😳

ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD 🙄🙄🙄🙄 I STILL DONT SEE WHAT I DID WRONG!

i’m feeling… sad… 😞 what will i do now that i don’t have an smau to post… besides work on the next one but whatever 😒

ERM MAYBE… WAIT FOR IT TO COOL DOWN A TAD MAYBE JUSY A BIT

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Your ask box is shitting it’s pants bc it just saw me click after reading the new chapter and it KNOWS I’m not feeling very sane🙏🙏😋😋

Remember remember remember remember when my insane self (mere hours ago) told you how much i think Why Enn is “I Just Threw Out the Love Of My Dreams” coded and then you BASICALLG PROVE MY POINT???

Don’t Lie don’t lie don’t lie bc “had you never denied yourself of everything you could ever want” is so “for I just threw out the love of my dreams” but in a different font don’t even start my brains literally all over the wall rn like 🤯🤯🤯🤯 I’m literally shaking your poor ask box never ASKED for this it never asked for me 😇🙏😋

Let me just clam DOWN!!!! And breath okay 😳😉

Anyway I’m well fed thank you xxxxxxxxxx

IM CRYKFNGNG THE WAY U PULLED OUT RECEIPTS LORD HAVE MERCY!!!! ur mind is just too big for my ask box to handle i fear !!!

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Sometimes I’ll just be going about my day and then I’ll remember when i literally sent you a detailed analysis of megumi and y/n and what songs i feel align with them and i just think

OKAY I CLEARED!!!!!!😫🙏🔥

Like I literally cleared that analysis I should be passing my English literature exams with FLYING colours like Dayum.

no cause u rlly ate with that analysis. i loved it literally sm u were so accurate it makes my bones vibrate bc i love when ppl understand what i was going for with the characters n stuff….

maybe ur english literature should be about fanfic or smth🙄🙄🙄