#azeru self insert

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𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 | 𝐀𝐳𝐞𝐫𝐮

— “𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘𝐄𝐃.”

marq's note: @al-haithamm , @sidra-29 feeding y'all a lot of azeru rn XD

To say your love was affectionate would've been a lie.

You two fell in a relationship only for one reason; to keep your pushy parents from asking you continuously if you were ever going to manage on your own.

Azeru had one job and it was as an ASMR youtuber. You respect him with all your heart, but respect was far different from love. If you two were being honest you'd both say you guys with be better off without the other since well.. You've never given each other that much affection.

One morning, you placed two cups of coffee down awaiting your said boyfriend to enter the dining room. Right on cue, he entered with not as much as any actions towards yourself.

Noticing that he seemed quite preoccupied with his phone you tried to indulge him with a conversation to which he just ignored. A hum was just the response whilst those azure optics stared only on the phone in his hand.

What was wrong with him? "Good morning to you too." You said flatly. For some reason your heart yearned for an answer from him which never came up. Pressing your lips together, you stood up and walked out of the room. Your heart hurt for a reason you never really understood. Was there a problem with him? Why the sudden silence between them? Ah it didn't matter to you did it? Why bother trying to make it a problem if it was only gonna cause a probability of your breakup..

Sitting down on the couch, you switched on your TV to ease your mind off your fake boyfriend.

A few minutes later, you finally heard movement from the dining room as Azeru came out. Your spirits rose when you watched him sit next to you. But those spirits fell once more when he once more barely paid attention towards you.

The day droned on and you two were eating dinner together. When he suddenly spoke up out of the blue. "How long do we have to do this?" The question stunned you as you bit your lip, stomach tightening in knots. What was he talking about? The possibilities of what he wants were infinite, speaking with a shaky voice you looked up from your food. "What do you mean?" "How long do we have to play pretend?" Azeru seemed bored and annoyed that he had to repeat it.

"Well.. Until I'm able to afford leaving the company I'm in and go somewhere else that my parents don't know about." You mumbled, not meeting those azure eyes that made you weak. "Why the sudden question?"

This made the male fixate his eyes on yours. The next words that came out of him made you hurt. "I'm in love with someone, and since we're in a 'relationship' I can't be with her so I'm wondering how long we have to—" Your expression must've cut him off because his voice faltered after he noticed your state. You took this as the chance to leave the room and return to your shared bedroom with him.

You collapsed on the bed as tears streamed down your face. Your sobs grew louder as you stuffed your face in the pillow to muffle your painful screams. What was happening to you? Why did you feel so hurt? You didn't love him, did you? Did you..? Oh.. You never realized your true feelings until now. Now that he has come to a decision to leave you. You loved him. So much that you felt hurt now that you know he loved another.

Arms wrapped around you gently as lips grazed against your spine. "Azeru-?" You tried craning your neck to look at him, only to be pushed back to the pillow.

"I apologize." He mumbled nuzzling against your back. "I won't leave." After a silence filled with his continuous gentle kisses spreading on your spine, he lifted his head up.

He won't leave... "I don't want to force you." You started only to be cut off by his lips crashing with your own.

Minutes later, the battle between you two ended with him winning as expected. You panted trying to catch your breath from what had just happened as he laid down on your thighs.

"You-..." His optics stared into yours. Enchanting you with his beauty. "I thought you said you liked another.." A laugh erupted from him.

"A small lie is all that was. I wanted to see your reaction." He said, a smile playing on his lips. "I think it's time we both make this relationship an actual one."

With that being said, you two became more intimate than before as well as more affectionate. All because you both accidentally fell in love.

akusupas:

@sidra-29 | @al-haithamm