#basically 13 let her down softly but that sounds rude and its more romantic than that

[head-wonk]

here's my take on Thasmin that we see in the show:

Yaz not initially really crushing that much on The Doctor, more bewildered, impressed in awe

She begins to crush on her,

The Doctor recipricates a bit but is also MAD buzy with her whole identity crisis, she clearly dosent have the space to give anything back

but Yaz wants to help her, everytime she sees 13 pull away she grows more desperate to help her and then suddenly

they have to spend 10 months apart, this is where the big proper crush hits

then Flux is all about her finally trying to come to terms with that crush

then 13 sort of realizes, OH SHIT this cute girl who is absolutley BRILLIANT loves me, fuck oh fuck, ive been flirting and i care about her and i cant hurt her like ive hurt everyone else

and so she wants it to end peacefully, its like she comes to terms with the ways the doctor has preciously treated love interests and is finally doing the right thing

and I think thats fucking beautiful. some relationships are not meant to last forever. but Yaz will be a stronger person for the rest of her life BECAUSE of the way thirteen wrapped things up the right way

also they should have kissed under the sea and held hands ty ok bye