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princeminnow · 1 year ago

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something funny i realized about my middle space is i keep thinking about it as “13 or 14 but as an extension of who i was when i was 10 or 11” even though the interests and attitude are totally me at 12-13 irl… but i think bc he (me in that headspace) is a lil less mature and more adverse to “grown up” stuff thats where the 10-11 year old influence comes in…

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#txt #im just thinking aloud. age regression is weird!#also. raises an eyebrow at how it took so long to realize this about myself #bc that stage of development IS immediately before the reason i have c-ptsd so like…#of course he’s in there as a defense mechanism? since my teeny tiny space predates my ex step family + the big audhd problems beginning #thats just how my regression functions theyre like quicksaves. though tbf its less of a severe shift when it happens

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