#bcj you’ll always be loved by me <33

[tragically-but-finnally-yours]

for the olivia rodrigo thing: barty

i had to think long and hard about this but barty is absolutely “traitor” & “the grunge”

especially: “The arguments that I have won against you in my head / In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed / Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty”

like i can see him screaming in the shower picturing how he should have yelled at his dad during an argument but he just had to take it because what more can he do? he’s only 16 and it’s his father.

and and and “I try to be tough, I try to be mean / But even after all this, you're still everything to me / And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine / But you know I can't let it go.”

he just wants his father to love him so badly and the bastard just, doesn’t.