#bec now to infodump at all I gotta go into it thinking ‘it doesn’t matter if they don’t care. might as well just get the thought out’ | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

patronsaint-prometheus · 10 months

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I love having autism until I infodump about something and then I just hear “why do you keep bringing that up when you know none of us give a shit?” on repeat in the back of my head for the rest of time.

#so frustrating that it happened with digimon too. I ALREADY feel dumb about liking it ok I didn’t need the double whammy #like I KNOW the comment was made years ago but it’s soooooo frustrating. I cannot stop fuckin thinking about it ever #I rant abt my interest anyway dont get me wrong.#it doesn’t STOP me from talking. nothing does I’m very loud. but it does suck all the enjoyment out of it very fast #bec now to infodump at all I gotta go into it thinking ‘it doesn’t matter if they don’t care. might as well just get the thought out’#like. ACK. NO. i WANTED someone to care. yk? I wanted someone to acknowledge that I was running my mouth off in the corner somewhere #but now even when they do it just feels like. idk checking off a box. like ah yes when Marley rants I send a quick response #after sending my response I can check off that I’ve done my task n this is over. like feeding a pet in the morning n then leaving 4 work #I know this is entirely in my head btw. but whatever #I’m gonna go back to looking at digimon images now

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