#because blah blah don’t become reliant on sleep meds as if I haven’t been since I was a petite little brat
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so it’s currently 4:50am
#whimsy whispers#if I go to bed now I’ll still wake up in like three to four hours which is early which means i can by all means be awake and function#but no one else aside from old people will be awake and functioning and I don’t have the strength to be alone with that#so then I could go with my usual choice and stay in bed til noon because I am sad little loser and ppl will be up by then#oh wait kane is here maybe I can wake up and bother kane#depending on when I awake I’ll just text him and ask if I can float around him for the day#i know I Should get back to getting up early but will I? we’ll see#like getting up early is nice when the old ppl aren’t here and I can be productive and at peace#they should be leaving any day now and there will be about a month of peace#which me and Lexi are happy about because we can go back to cleaning how we wish#i need to finish going through my belongings and getting rid of things soon as well#i have a lot of things that it’s like#i don’t have space for and have no real reason to keep#plus I’m feeling overwhelmed by the clutter of it all again#it’s 4:54am now#my friend sent me a rlly cute little doodle 💖#maybe I should try yoga to tire myself out again?#I’m not taking meds rn due to: I’m broke and out of sleeping meds#and also figure I may as well try and stop taking sleeping meds again#because blah blah don’t become reliant on sleep meds as if I haven’t been since I was a petite little brat#like I get tired it’s just at stupid and inconvenient times and also I don’t sleep long#idk what to do about either issue#the meds can fix the first one#but I still don’t sleep that long even when I take medicine I hate it#my roommate says my circadian rhythm (pls let me have said that right?) is like that of our ancestors or whatever#like cool! neat!! can it not be though????
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