#because i couldnt resist rereading them

[fictionfixations]

mha quirk stuff (speculation + thoughts stuff)

so so (MANGA SPOILERS. also i got severely off topic, question or headcanon-ish [What if Aizawa's quirk didn't work on Deku?] is just what got it started)

uhhhhhhhhhhhh iirc in the anime it does work but like

quirk factor. would deku have one? does ofa count???? logically not exactly cause a quirk is in the dna (BUT to get ofa you have to swallow dna, but afos quirk doesnt work like that he just hand-to-face. but quirk stuff. what, he sucks out a part of the dna the quirk resides in? or what if the quirk factor thing doesnt go in them but rather the quirk does when he gives it away, but it doesnt exactly mingle with the dna.. take aoyama. the quirk drawback is a bad stomach [at first for like a second] which doesnt make sense since youd think hed have some sort of resistance, like if he was born with it [[UNLESS THE RESISTANCE PART ISNT A QUIRK BUT GENES. LIKE TOUYAS RESISTANCE TO COLD DESPITE HIS FIRE QUIRK]], but no, the body is completely normal, or quirkless basically,. its not a fully reasonable drawback. and then theres deku whos drawback is that the quirk is too powerful, which itself is a key that 'this is not mine'. i think that the quirk grows with the user so it wouldnt have such a volatile drawback, but it could be just from adaption and genes so that drawbacks arent so bad. like bakugo wont seriously hurt his hands from igniting an explosion from them i completely lost my point. ), and there IS the thing about the body possibly rejecting it-- oh what if dekus body rejected ofa? like yknow how ppl transplant hearts and stuff- i cant recall if it was just for artificial stuff but there IS the chance that the body rejects it for various reasons

then again you couldnt reason its cause of a lack of quirk factor (but if i go with the theory that afo just gives the quirk and the body has to figure out a way for it to mingle with said dna then logically instead of a quirk factor thingy then thered be some rumors of the body rejecting that dna and basically attacking itself, see what i was talking about), because the quirk factor would come from First, who then would be trading off that quirk factor to the next... but then how do multiple quirk factors work? they dont because it leads to nomus sorta ish. (except the doctor guy is the one making them into what they are) id like to think its what happens in demon slayer when Muzan's blood (how he turns them into demons) is with someone incompatible and instead kills them or something but i couldnt say okay this is why i cant put my thoughts down, leave it to eat dinner, then forget about this and watch anime. im like re-reading, elaborating on some point then it not making sense because then i try to elaborate a different point

i feel like deku when hes writing stuff down muttering, then rereading what hes writing while writing and getting completely sidetracked because then he goes back to erase some stuff and elaborate but then hes also thinking about the other stuff he wrote and getting sidetracked again because.... y e a h

take this weird rant i was just curious about the possibility of the body rejecting a quirk, which brought up muzan from demon slayer who infuses his blood into humans to turn them into demons (who id like to think could be nomus in mha with the blood and quirk thing. actually what if afo gave quirks by giving them his blood via quirk transfer hand thing), and sometimes those humans dont turn and in some way reject them and die which point above ^ actually what if the rejects were nomu since one person cant handle multiple quirks (ok but what if the rejects regardless if there were any became nomu because hey, a perfectly good body! but if they exist how do the body mingle with new quirks? they cant unless theyre alive and heart beating for their body to actually work, but there ARE those who talk, like the high end i think. so they id think have some sort of life in them..? but hoW but shigaraki is a thing who died and then revived in the thing to get prepared for use of afo so revival IS a thing u nless its just cause afo is afo but . ....?????????). i th i was gonna say i think it was said somewhere but then i remembered nagant who had her og quirk and the floating one

she wasnt insane or whatever and she DOES have conscious thought considering she HAS turned sides- not a spy because afo fuckin exploded her when she failed

...i..

im gonna shut up now

the amount of times ive gone back to elaborate is so many that this makes zero sense now anyway take this anyway

[honeypirate]

Hi!! Congrats on 420 i think we should celebrate with baking while baked, friends to lovers, first kiss with oikawa? Stoner oikawa is so funny to me i can just imagine his hooded eyes and cackles of laughter and the stupidest jokes 🥰

I think this is the only one weed related lmao but thank you so much for the request! I hope you like it ❤️

Event Masterlist

Oikawa friends to lovers baking while baked first kiss. Post time skip.

Oikawa has been your best friend since the beginning of your first semester when you met him at one of his away games in your city. He wasn’t around often then, your friendship consisting of 80% texts and calls, but when he was around his personality was so infectious you couldn’t imagine not having him in your life.

So you stuck with him, made an effort to keep the friendship strong when you were apart, so on those rare occasions when you could get together, ones like tonight, it would be even more amazing.

The joint passes easily between your fingers as you sit on your fire escape with him. You were talking about your exams coming up and the way his teammate is being a complete pain in the ass.

“How long are you here for?” You ask, expecting a week or less but smiling when he said

“a few months actually. It’s the off season and I’m taking some time to get my priorities in order”

you laugh “my pro volleyball player has priorities other than volleyball huh? Like what?” You ask then take a long hit and pass it to him

“like this” he says and smiles with his eyes as he takes a hit, winking at you and making you roll your eyes with a smile.

You feel your cheeks warm as you look over the edge, your heart fluttered when he said that, the feelings for him you kept hidden seeming to rush straight back to the surface.

By the end of the joint you’re giggling and leaning against him, no cares in the world, your previous worry about him knowing your feelings were out the window, replaced by a calm mellow joyful feeling between you both.

“God it’s so cold” you say “let’s go inside, my roommate moved out yesterday and I haven’t found anyone to take their place yet”

“Oh finally!” He’s saying as he throws his legs across the window “she was horrendous!” You laugh as you watch him struggle, his legs feeling like melted butter.

“Do you need some help?” You ask giggling and he starts to laugh with you “get over here!” he says between laughs and you move to stand next to him and put your arm around him, helping him hop into your apartment.

His arms wrap around you as he gets his footing, he buries his face in your neck and you squeal as his cold nose pushes into your neck.

“stop you’re so cold!” You laugh and he chuckles into your neck “and you’re so warm” he mumbles and hugs you closer. You couldnt resist how good it felt to be standing holding him, like your tingling skin felt soothed by his warmth.

You eventually give in and hug him back, taking his warmth as you shiver “you smell so good” you mumble into his neck and he chuckles “glad you think so” he says and his breath tickles your skin.

The way he spoke sounded so soft, your heart fluttered and you gasp, taking a step back and looking up at him through heavy bloodshot eyes.

“We should make brownies” he says suddenly, smiling wider as he runs to your kitchen. “They’ll warm us up!” He’s calling back.

You stand there for just a few more moments, calming your stupid racing heart, before you join him in your kitchen.

Making brownies high was an experience that just got harder and harder as it went along.

As he gets down your kitchenaid mixer from above your fridge and for a second you thought he was going to fall over backwards, so you stranded behind him ready to catch him at any moment.

You start some chill music and that was the easiest part of the evening. Your chuckling as you reread the ingredients list for the third time since he wasn’t listening, naming them out and he pulls them from the shelves and fridge.

Reading was a struggle when your eyes felt like couldn’t see and your mouth kept forgetting the words you were trying to say leading to Oikawa yelling “spit it out!” Making both of you have a giggle fit

When he goes to crack an egg he just drops the whole thing in the batter which starts you both on a second giggle fit that can only be quelled when you start clearing your throat, suddenly feeling thirsty with a dry mouth.

The brownies and egg in the batter was forgotten about while you make iced lemonade together.

Once you got back to the batter, you struggled through until they got into the oven. Making sure to set an alarm because you would not remember like you could sober.

Somehow you ended up sitting on the floor watching the brownies bake as you shared some of the extra batter you left in the bowl. “Brownies was a good call” you say softly and he gives you his signature cocky smile “I’m full of good ideas as you know” he says, chin covered in brownie batter.

You laugh at the state he’s in, mussed hair, hooded bloodshot eyes, and brownie chin. He looked so high it was so funny to you, he started joining in your laughing, not understanding what was funny but unable to stop.

You reach up and cup his cheek, brushing your thumb against his soft skin before bringing up your other hand, spoon forgotten in the bowl between you, and brush the batter from beneath his bottom lip and chin.

He gasps softly, his hands reaching for you, needing to hold you and make sure you were real and solid.

“Y/n” he whispers and grabs your knee with one hand, the other resting against your neck.

You gasp softly and look up from his lips to his eyes and feel your cheeks warm in embarrassment.

“Oikawa, I.. I” he smiles at you softly, brushing your hair with his fingers “I think we’re too high” you whisper, but you don’t move away, you keep your hold on him and that gives him hope.

“I don’t think this is because of the drugs. I’ve felt like this long before we ever smoked together” he says and you chuckle softly, your skin tingling where he touched, your brain felt light but clear, you felt like you were as melty as the brownies looked, half baked in the oven.

“You have?” You ask and bump your nose into his “you don’t know the half of it” he admits and you gaze adoringly through glazed eyes up at him. He cups your cheek and runs his thumb across your bottom lip “can I kiss you?” You ask and he chuckles “I might die if you don’t” he whispers you smile and press your lips to his for just a moment before pulling back and saying “you’re so dramatic Tooru”

the small chuckle that leaves his lips morphed into a happy laughter that had you placing your head against his shoulder as your sounds of laughter fill your small kitchen

“Tooru I just, I always thought you’d only see me as your best friend I never thought” you say and look back into his eyes.

he laughs “you never thought I’d be smart enough to get my head out of my ass and know what’s right in front of me? Y/n we’ve been through thick and thin and you’ve been my forever constant. Give me some credit, I’m not as dumb as Iwa thinks” you chuckle again and lean forward, the ability to resist the urge gone because of the weed, and press your lips softly to his neck.

You kiss up his neck slowly, feeling him swallow hard as he sighs, a sound that had your head spinning as you kiss across his jaw, until you finally press your lips against his and his world explodes.

Your lips move together slowly, feeling extra sensitive against his, aware of every nerve ending in your body. Your hands bury in his hair, you taste brownies on his tongue and you feel fireworks across your skin as you hum in approval and lick his bottom lip.

He chuckles and meets your tongue with his own before you both tried to lead the kiss, ending up making your head spin from how good it felt.

The brownie timer goes off and you gasp, jumping back and then laughing as Oikawa turns off the timer.

“Let’s get the brownies out and then we’ll get back to business” he says with a lopsided grin as you stand making you roll your eyes again, even tho your lips were turned up in a grin and your cheeks were warmer than ever.

After he places the brownies on the cooling rack he shakes off the oven mits to the counter and raises his hands towards you wiggling his fingers.

“let’s get back to business” he says and you start to chuckle before backing away slowly “hey hey wait where are you going?” He asks and you just wink with a giggle and turn, bolting from the room, his laughter following after you just before you hear him say “oh yeah” and start to actually run after you.

He’s on your heels as you reach the living room and his hands are on you by the couch, grabbing your waist and dragging you to the floor with him as he tickles your sides.

Your giggles fill the room as you try and swat him away “okay okay! I yield!” You’re saying and he stops his movements, pulling you back into his arms as he leans his back against the the couch.

“Back to business?” You ask and he laughs, his half hooded eyes looking at you like you’re the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen, and if you asked he would tell you honestly that yes, you are the most beautiful creature he’s ever seen.

“Yes please” he says and cups your cheeks as you lean in, pressing your lips to his once more.

Later that evening, with your head on his chest as you watched a movie cuddled up with him and stealing kisses whenever the boring parts came up, he leaned down to your ear and whispered, his voice soft and full of hope for the future

“I know we havent talked about what this is yet, that it’s day one and I’m definitely getting ahead of myself” he kisses your temple then sighs in contentment and says

“but maybe it’s a good thing your roommate moved out. Maybe it’s a good thing there’s a place for me here.”

[illfoandillfie]

hi i hope you don’t mind me being nosey but i was wondering if i could ask a few things about u being aro? i kinda just wanted to know how u figured it out? and also do u still get feelings for people but choose not to pursue it? sorry if i’m kinda intruding i don’t mean to, just curious

i dont mind at all darl! (actually...lowkey i love when people are curious about it lmao so feel free to ask more questions) also this is going under a cut cause it got longer than i meant it to lmao

figuring it out wasnt easy and it took a lot of self reflection and like months of questioning and doing research and then worrying i was getting it wrong. Basically i first considered the idea that i could be aro when i was approaching my 25th birthday. A friend of mine (the only guy i’ve had any sort of a fling with) had announced he was engaged and i was completely down on myself wondering why i couldnt get a single date when he was off getting engaged (not that i even Wanted to get married i just would have liked some attention). I figured there had to be something wrong with me or something about me that was broken. And then i saw someone i followed at the time reblog a post about being aro. I’d seen the phrase a little before but never really considered it as fitting me but i’d also never really paid attention to what it actually meant. 

I don’t remember what the post was exactly, it’s probably somewhere in the thousands and thousands of posts i’ve liked over the years but there’s no easy way to check so . Whatever it said it felt relatable enough that I went and googled aromanticism to try and figure out what it was and if it fit me. Because I was already in a headspace where I’d been thinking about my lack of a romantic history already, a lot of the stuff that i read had been stuff i’d been thinking about anyway. Like Reader said in Platonic when she was talking about how she figured it out, I’ve never had a proper crush. I spent months thinking about it after my friend told me he’d proposed. I have very vivid memories of literally deciding to have a crush on a boy in primary school because it seemed like i should (again, i included that directly in Platonic lmao down to the boys name and everything). And every guy I’ve had an interest in since has been either a brief physical attraction that i forgot about as soon as I wasn’t seeing him regularly or something that I deliberately manufactured either in an attempt to fit in with the people around me or because i was kind of bored. Even the cute music teacher at work last year like he was hot and i wouldnt have said no to a kiss or whatever but i just didn’t have any feelings about him beyond that. 

While I was trying to figure out if I was aro I read a lot of websites. The AVENwiki has a page on aromanticism and I think also has pages on some of the aro-spec identities like greyromantic and demiromantic so that was a good starting point for definitions. Google also gave me a few different forums and stuff where aro people were talking about being aro. A lot of aromantic resources are tied up in the asexual community though because that’s where the language and everything was first suggested and what it evolved from. I don’t think that necessarily helped me feel comfortable using the term aro to describe myself because i’m pretty confident i’m not ace but the more I looked into it the more stuff I found from people who were allosexual but aromantic. Anyway, I spent weeks just googling “aromantic” and seeing what came up  and rereading what i’d already read and resisting the fact that a lot of it fit me. Then I spent a while trying to find like a quiz or something that would just give me an answer. I found a few quizzes but all of them assumed at least one previous relationship so none of them were any use to me. But gradually I started feeling okay with calling myself aro. I think part of my hesitation was probably also because knowing I was aro didn’t feel like a solution it just felt my damage had a name. The other part is that romantic attraction is not easy to define which makes it hard to identify if you feel it or not so the part of me that wanted to be Normal kept being like ‘well if you dont know you cant call yourself aro’. But I thought about it a lot and I read any aro related post that crossed by dash and then ventured into the tumblr tag and found some helpful discussion stuff in there and then I started calling myself aro just quietly, only in my own head. It took a long time before I felt okay admitting that I was aro on my own blog but obviously i got there in the end lmao. That friend, the one who got engaged, he’s the only person i’ve told irl though. 

as to your second question....

I don’t think I feel romantic attraction. Truthfully, as i said before, it’s hard to know for certain and there is a possibility that i could form a romantic attraction to someone one day but i think it’s very unlikely. Other forms of attraction are different though. I can be attracted to people physically and sexually. And I think I could possibly be attracted to people in a platonic “man i’d really like to be their friend” kind of way though it doesnt come up very much because im not really one to like meet people. I like my own company. 

But i’ve never really acted on any sort of attraction or feelings for others. I was definitely attracted to CMT but I never acted on it because it seemed like too much work. The was a guy who worked at a pop culture collectables shop a few years ago who i thought was very cute and I did contemplate asking him out but it just never felt like a real option and I sort of just ignored it until he left the job. So yeah I guess I do get some sorts of feelings and then choose not to do anything with them, but they aren’t romantic feelings. But like right now I’ve got no interest in anyone (apart from ben and roger but i guess they dont really count lmao). None of the teachers at work interest me and i havent met anyone else recently and it really isnt bothering me. Theres a guy in IT who i could possibly see myself fawning over a bit cause he’s handsome and has an unusual accent but he’s got the same name as my brother so i’ve already ruled him out as a no go lmao. 

Anyway, hopefully that answered your questions! If there’s anything else you want to know or you’d like me to try and explain something more fully my inbox is always open!

[irwen-s]

hhhhh idk if i read it somewhere but yeah..omegas getting needy and just wanting to cuddle and have that skin-on-skin contact with their alpha in the days leading up to their heat...soft

i love discussing the non-sexual and worldbuilding aspects of abo..like obviously i love smutty smut but abo can also be super soft. yes u get it gyuri trying to make herself impossibly smaller so she can feel the safety and security of saerom's arms!!! [screams] theyre so soft

also ya ive thought about making a hc blog before but i feel like i always run out of steam before i can write my ideas out in full. for now im just happy to chat w you and bounce hcs off each other but do let me know if you get tired of me invading your askbox every other day lol!! (you'll be the first to know if i do make a blog one of these days tho :P)

if you're still up for indulging my rambles here's a new thought i had last night while watching ep 2 of fromis' from 2 meals, when jiwon messed up cooking the noodles and was being down on herself but jisun and saerom were quick to reassure her: omega jiwon with her alphas saerom and jisun. jiwon is so bright that she draws everyone around her in with her childlike excitement and seemingly endless supply of energy. her alphas, especially saerom, are guilty of occasionally egging her on and participating in her antics, but more often, saerom and jisun are content to watch from the sidelines, keeping a close eye on their little omega who shines as bright as the sun. but jiwon is human, and she's fallible, so there are moments where her light seems to dim and she doubts herself. she tries to cover up her disappointment by laughing it off but all her jokes fall flat, coming out as self-deprecating admonishments rather than her usual excitable humour. late at night, jiwon is lying with her head on jisun's lap and saerom is sitting next to them, stroking jiwon's hair. everyone is ready to pass out, bellies full with all the food they made for dinner, clothes still smelling of the barbecue smoke. "i really messed up in the kitchen today, huh? jiwonnie is a bit of a klutz, can you forgive her?" jiwon says it with her aegyo voice, looking every bit like a little duck with an exaggerated pout on her lips. saerom and jisun humour her with little chuckles. they don't even need to glance at each other to know what the other is thinking - typical jiwon, trying to play it off again. saerom raps a knuckle gently against their omega's forehead in reproach, but she makes up for it immediately after with the kiss she presses to jiwon's hair. "jiwon-ah, you did great. the noodles were still delicious, as if you couldn't tell with everyone wolfing them down at lunch," she scoffs, though there's no bite to the statement. jisun, who's been silent this whole time, hums in agreement, cupping jiwon's chin in her hand so she has to look up and make eye contact with her alpha, and for a moment, jiwon looks heartbreakingly vulnerable. "just...tell me i'm good?" saerom and jisun's hearts squeeze in their chests. jiwon, with her face free of makeup, wearing a t-shirt so big for her that she's almost drowning in it, is their baby. their omega to love and protect and cherish. "of course, baby. you're so good, and you did such a good job today," jisun says, kissing the palm of jiwon's hand. saerom has so many things she wants to say to jiwon - i love you, you're amazing, you light up every day for me, you make me want to be a better friend, lover and alpha - but she settles on "good girl," and the way that jiwon's eyes crinkle and her cheeks flush let saerom know she made the right choice. later, after jiwon is all tired out from saerom and jisun attacking her face with a relentless flurry of kisses, jisun softly offers to teach their omega a new recipe on their next free day, and even though there's still that self-doubt that lingers in the recesses of her mind, jiwon knows there is no judgment from her lovers.

oop i wrote another essay 💀 you suggested abo fromis and now youve created a monster. hope u enjoy my ramblings lmaooo pls feel free to contribute ur thoughts on this poly pairing, i love them already

- flover anon

wah thats such a cute abo headcanon . . . i think theres a kinda similar prompt in my inbox an anon gave me that relates to this so im gonna end up writing it eventually hahaha

omg you like the non-nsfw kind of worldbuilding stuff of the abo-verse too, thats super cool! im kinda crap at worldbuilding but the behaviorial aspects of abo seriously intrigue me a lot. i like exploring that for sure, especially for more atypical abo relationships

oh man yeah . . . thats just the shitty thing about writing. you have to make the thoughts pay rent in your head . . . gish gish. please let me know the day you try out a headcanon blog! or just even writing out a full out fic, i would lose my mind over that.

ive been rereading your mini fic essay for like the past few hours cause i cant stop Thinking about it now flover anon oh my goddddddd. i admittedly like saerom when shes paired with jiwon and jisun the msot but i didnt consider them as a TRIO until you put this in my inbox??? and jiwon as their omega while theyre both alphas is driving me crazy ive literally never thought of this before holy shit.

(jiwon trying to play it off as a joke even though she actually does feel guilty and insecure about it is making my heart explode especially because saerom and jisun already know exactly what shes doing and theyre immediately there to reassure her sobs)

i LOVE this idea and you just basically wrote a whole prompt out here oh my god . . . i want to write it but you already wrote it . . . im basically huhuing right now. i literally cant. this is so good? this is so *good* omfg

okay i know i took a super long time to respond to this but thats because i literally dropped everything to 1) watch the from 2 meal episode because i havent watched it yet i was gonna save it for later and to 2) write a small continuation BECAUSE I COULDNT RESIST. you wrote something so soft and sweet and i just [screams into a pillow] i wanted to add to it oh my god

flover anon . . . can you please for the love of jesus send in an actual fromis abo prompt with this trio cause i want to write something for them jfc, like sfw or nsfw either way

[chogiwritings-blog]

Something More?

Synopsis: Your best friend Baekhyun manages to drag you to a party, promising a good time but you’re not so sure. Jongin the campus charmer is there and who knows what drama he’s going to incite. 

Pairing: We will see~ (possibly Baek x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n) 

Warnings: Cursing

Word count: 1269

Status: Ongoing

You hiss as you felt the too hot liquid touch your lips, cursing out loud and sucking them in as you quickly put the coffee mug down. A short peal of laughter breaks from your friend Baekhyun as he looks up from his Coding textbook in time to see your pout, his constantly mischievous eyes widening as he teased.

“Is that the kind of language we’re studying today? Cause honestly I wondered why none of this was making any fucking sense” You snort softly as you whack his arm with your notebook lightly, earning a soft pout on his pink lips. 

“I think that’s more to do with you not turning up for this weeks lecture Baek” You retort. Baekhyun smirks sheepishly, rolling his dark eyes as he leans forward to read over his textbook again, slim fingers tapping his pen against the table. 

“And you’re oh so perfect hmm” he grumbles playfully, peeping up at you through his recently dyed red hair, you wink back feeling your cheeks ache with a smile. 

 Baekhyun is easily the fastest friend you had made in University, both of you met after being locked out of your rooms the first day of term, forgetting your key card inside and being forced to go to reception in your pajamas. Baekhyun couldnt resist joking about your Disney princess pajamas while you giggled at his Supreme underwear and matching shirt. The under-dressed man who looked like a lost puppy with his messy brown hair invited you to his room and you both watched old Disney movies while you chatted the night away. That night felt like a puzzle piece falling into place since Baekhyun and you settled into the University together as fast friends. Which led to today where you were both attempting to study for your upcoming tests in the Uni cafe. Why you thought actual work would happen with Baekhyun was beyond you. 

Blowing your fringe out your face as you hunch back over your ancient history notes, desperately trying to convince yourself to read over the page. You could feel the desire to actually be productive melt away, which led to you throwing yourself back against the chair...well you didn’t want half-assed revision right? 

“Screw it, I’m getting more coffee” you huff. Baekhyun’s cheeky smile peered over his textbook as he glances up.

“I take it study time is over? Thank fuck. I’ve been rereading this page for ten minutes.” He groans loudly, getting up to refill your coffee mugs and stretching his limbs dramatically. You giggle at his antics and wave him away, he always found a way to make a boring situation fun somehow, though you admit to yourself, a problem when you had lectures together. As Baekhyun left you look up at the doorbell jingling to see Kyungsoo and Yixing walking into the cafe, arms laden with shopping bags when they spot you gratefully, hurrying over and dropping the bags on the table with a joint sigh. 

“Hey guys, carrying enough there? What’s in the bags?” You joke as the two boys sat on the sofa opposite you, Yixing’s dimple peeping as he explains.

 “Jongin’s having a party tonight so we’re on supply run... oh is that cookie yours?” Your lip curls slightly at his name. Jongin was third year dance student  and a very good friend of Baekhyun’s since highschool. You had only met him a few times when he came to catch up with Baekhyun but you found yourself always wary around him. Jongin is charming, quick to flash a smile and made anyone feel comfortable around him in seconds. His angular jaw and pouty lips only added to his unfairly gorgeous looks- unfortunately he knows it and too many girls find out the hard way that he isn’t interested in much else but sex with them. You’d easily run out of fingers to count the girls you knew who had “tried to change him” and hoped for a better outcome. They were met with an empty bed and a morning of disappointment in the end. Well you hope at least the sex was good for them. You like Jongin, he was a laugh and a harmless flirt but he wasn’t for you. That drama will stay the hell away from you if you can help it. 

“I’m sure that’ll be a messy party for you all...-”you start before before Baekhyun returns carrying mugs and interrupts. 

“Messy parties are the best parties. Hey you two, please save me from this boring studying...and Y/n.” you crack a smile and playfully glare back as Baekhyun settles in next to you, taking your mug. 

Kyungsoo leans forward and takes the cookie anyway, passing half to Yixing as he nods, “Oh you and Baekhyun can come too, I need someone to keep Jongdae under control when he’s on the vodka” 

As much as you love parties, especially the ones Jongdae throws because something crazy always happens around that man, last month he taped everything to the ceiling for when Junmyeon woke the morning after. But this time? Pass. The excuse was half out your mouth before you feel Baekhyun clamp his hand over your lips and nod enthusiastically.

“YES, she says yes. This is exactly what we need before our exams! Blow off some steam y/n!” he said smugly, Kyungsoo not hiding his laugh as you shared a look with him. Great. 

“Do I get much of a choice...” you say into Baekhyun’s clammy hand, promising to yourself you’ll lick him if he doesn’t move it. Pulling you further into his side to pat your head mockingly Baekhyun replies.

“Nope you don’t~ Anyway I need my wing woman, last time Yixing helped he got the girl...” You feel a twinge of something at his words, you cant’t place what it is but you push it aside. Maybe you’re just really not in the mood for a party. Yixing smirks slightly to himself when you look his way at his chuckle, shrugging his shoulders playfully. 

 “I can’t help that she liked me more but it only lasted a few dates if that soothes your wounded ego Baek” Yixing laughs, finishing the last piece of cookie before standing up, patting Kyungsoo’s shoulder and lifting the bags again, his full lips lifting into a sunny smile. “Y/n please come though, hang out with me if Baekhyun bores you” 

Ugh if there was one thing no one could say no to, it was Yixing’s damned smile and he knew it. Waving him and a grinning Kyungsoo away you nod. Fine you’ll go. Baekhyun laughed at you nod, picking his books up and passing you your notes. 

“Well then we should go back and get ourselves ready. God this is gonna be so fun! Alcohol, music and no cleaning in the morning? Heaven. Now Up princess” He says excitedly, tugging you up as he did. A rush of warmth goes through your stomach at his silly nickname for you that he’s used since you first met him in your disney pajamas, a warm smile on your face as you stand up and bump him with your hip. 

“Ah yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the another Supreme shirt right?” You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said it’ll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. It’ll be a good night...right?

Admin C- I’ve been away so long i’m sorry! Summer has been hectic but i’m around more so now~ I hope you enjoy this one! I’d love to hear what you think

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to the four people following this hell blog

yeah me and ash reread all of homestuck and now we are pretty obsessed again

i came out of it with a few conclusions

a) its way better to read it all at once instead of as it was updating- things that are deliberately annoying are way less bad when you dont get hit with them after waiting anxiously for plot resolution (also its real good to know in advance that like, half of the beta trolls arent really important characters) b) its a very flawed and interesting piece of fiction, like hussie is really intelligent in a lot of ways, but also couldnt resist fan interaction, to both the story’s detriment and to its advantage c) the striders and lalondes are my favorite sets of characters, and i am once again impressed by how well he actually handled the female characters and trolls, in that almost all of the main girl characters are really interesting personality-wise

i like the ending- all gay end couples is very good

so yeah it was worth sifting through the garbage (namely, the fact that the characters use the r slur repeatedly through the entire beginning half of the comic, and the fucking awful alpha trolls (xcept for meenah) who thankfully matter very little) to get to some really good stuff, and i enjoyed it a lot

anyway i am posting this here because i have been thinkin bout it a lot and my main blog is too public i guess idk