#because it ultimately wont change the bigger situation and my environment
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i might go fuck around on one of my favorite trails to see if i can find any bones, its been a while since ive found anything new to add to my little collection
#most likely ill find teeth but if im lucky maybe some actual bones#im trying to force myself to do my hobbies again just cause the addiction demons crawling my leg again and i just feel like#shit all the time#but its just hard to motivate yourself to go do shit when all your energy's being expended on not offinf yourself#even when its things you enjoy#anyways wish me luck i find something if i end up going maybe itd lift my spirits a bit#i know where 3/4s of a horse skeleton is too behind my parents house so maybe ill go check that out too#when theyre gone of course i dont wanna see them if i dont have to lol#its just depressing to try and do something that makes me happy knowing ill be miserable again in a few hours#because it ultimately wont change the bigger situation and my environment#lmao life fucking sucks and i hate it
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